To Wish Impossible Things

There comes a point in life when you'll realise how horrible a person you've been. And you'll try to correct your mistakes, reflect and attempt to improve. To be that person you've always dreamed of being, if not for the many things holding you back.

There'll come a point in life when you'll feel..blank. And empty. You'll realise you have this huge gaping hole in your soul. You'll want to cry so badly, but you won't know why you feel so. Where everything around you seems to be going wrong, and you'll feel so helpless. As though no one understands, but you know that isn't true.

Mistakes are made so that you won't be foolish enough to repeat them. You use past experiences you have to aid you when similar troubles come your way. I never dreamed i'd have to go through this whole thing again. Only this time, it's worse.

Maybe being idealistic has always been the root of the problem. To wish impossible things, which at the start seemed so attainable, so near...so expected.

To numb yourself from feeling.
To be optimisitic, even when it's impossible to be so.
To be strong, even when everything inside you is crumbling

When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place.

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sry, just talking to myself!