Saturday, May 22, 2010

Nothing's going to ruin my mood today.

I think.

Not even the fact that i have quite a lot of unfinished hw,
an undone GPP,
a confirmed stay-up-late-night-doing-GPP,
Geog test tmr which im completely unprepared for.

Despite all that, nothing's going to ruin my mood today ^^

What Is And What Should Never Be

Opposites attract, sure. But they'd crash and burn as well.

There has to be an element of similarity, no matter how nondescript it may be. It's a wonder how the heart falls for people who'd do harm to you. It wouldn't for the life of it like/love someone who'd do you good or so it seems.

It still hurts, i won't lie. The feeling of being used (whether intentional or not) is not a pleasant one at all D:

AND ARGH JUNE LECTURE TIMETABLE SARKS );

I wonder.
And i thought so.

Monday, May 10, 2010

I can't believe i'm saying this - Sezairi's new song is real nice!

I'd never in a million years dreamed i'd ever say that

o.0

Today was nice :) realised how much i missed a friend.

Sunday, May 9, 2010

How Can You Be So Sure?

Doubt, doubt. And more doubt.
"I would say unhesitatingly that there is no doubt that we have entered upon the Age of Uncertainty - if it wasn't that uncertainty itself breeds doubt."
What are we, if not filled with apprehension? Distrust? plaguing us from right and left.

I used to be this miserable kid whose mood depended mostly on someone else.
I'm glad that that's changed, for the best at least.
But you've never changed?
Not for the best at least.

You don't know sometimes, you can't fathom, you dont know, you don't. Full stop. You've never tried, either.

I have so much i need to vent, but the self-dignified part of me would not allow it.

I'm a big girl now, i'm not gonna cry anymore cos of this.
Today at religious school, we learned that it's our obligation to protect our own family members
But how can i? Where do i begin?
God help me.


And someone doesn't want to go out with me tmr D:
sheesh you!

And argh, maybe im a cougar. Paedophile more like?

GP AND LIT ESSAY ON HIATUS!!
Double argh.

On a brighter note, i had one of the most lovely fridays ever :D at Vj dance concert!
I forgot the way cedarians could make me smile and laugh so easily :)
no beetching whatsoever needed.


Khadija: Yea me too! i miss you D; maybe we could do all the nonsense thing again during june! hopefully!!
YANHONG: hahaha yea! super funny :)
Mar: MAR! gosh, no i think i miss you more. WE MUST HANG OUT AT LEAST ONCE IN JUNE OKAY!! Like i cant rmb the last time we talked!