I'll do a proper update sooooon.

I can't sit properly right now ):
there's a huge purple bruise near my bum.

I have cuts and bruises all over my body.(Okay, maybe not ALL over my body.) All in the past 3 days..

I'm super exhausted right now. That's the result of going out practically almost every day.

Finally one rest day tmr, can't wait :D

Elation, Confusion, Irritation, Frustration, Hurt, Disappointment, Joy, Nervousness, Anger, Resentment, Defeat, Security, Jealousy, Doubt....

and finally,

acceptance

Richard from Legend of the Seeker!

ALENA, DROOL!

:D

O for O Levels Are Over!

It feels nothing short of amazing to be online again.
The cheering and whoopings at the end of Chem Paper 1 across the hall today was amazing too.
:D

Off to perak tmr with the Guides and other UGs! Will be back on the 17th :)

I think this trip will be a really special one for me albeit it won't be the same as going to Sabah/Brunei with my batchmates. For many reasons like it being the last trip with cedarians, and because my family's from Perak. My granddad was born and lived his teenage years there, my cousins still live there and so do almost all my Grandaunts/granduncles/living relatives etc.

It'd be interesting, definitely :)

I just hope i don't drown.

Today was exhausting. In the end, didn't go to the theme park with my 4P chums (who ended up binging at Seoul Garden - hahah!) Instead, went out with Sya and Alena. Walked ALOT ALOT ALOT. WINDOW SHOPPED ALOT ALOT ALOT. Feet ached (for me anyway). Had a great time, and burnt loads of fats!

Took 36 back with alena and talked about LEGEND OF THE SEEKER (omg!). Have i mentioned it's like nicest most wonderful-tastic show that ever lived? (and the fact that the lead guy's really nice to look at makes the show all the much better. Heheh :D). I thought 36 went to siglap, but it doesn't =.= ended up walking alone in the rain, soaking wet. Sheeesh.

Went to many places that brought up many bad memories. But then i realised they weren't neccesarily bad memories. They were sad ones.

I seriously hope that i won't emo during tmr's trip. Time alone with my thoughts proves to be rather unhealty and potentially disastrous.

Yet.

Yet, i need time.

Time to think everything through.

There's no going back this time.

How do you part with something that has become part of you?

In spite of the hurt that knows no end

How do you muster up courage that isn't even there to begin with?

Time will tell.