Nobody Taught Us to Quit;

I'm afraid. I'm afraid that if i see you lying in that hospital bed, i won't feel a single inch of pity or remorse. I'm afraid i'll actuallize this cold, heartless side of me. Cos' i know when i do see you lying in that hospital bed, i won't feel a single inch of pity or remorse.

Hate you? No.
I just hate the things you've done
And all the sins you've committed.
How you broke your family
But who am i to forgive nor judge?
I am not god.

And it's quite a burden, knowing the things you've done. But pretending i don't just like the rest of our family who's pretty much clueless.

I hate how blogs have the power to hurt the feelings of others. I think that people who have negative things to say about others should be considerate and keep it to yourself instead of blogging it all out as though it's your own private journal. It's not. It's the world wide web, the in-ter-net, incase you didn't know.

I think blogs gives us the courage to say things about other people that we wouldn't dare say to their face. It gives us virtual courage, fake courage, imaginary courage. Some people use blogs as a mean of reflection of their lives, some use it fr recreatonal purposes or when they're free, some use it to deposit all the burning emotions and thoughts they held inside fr that day.

But what if these thoughts or emotions hurt others? What if by you being selfish, needing to deposit these burdens just to make yourself feel better, makes others feel worse?

Think about it.

Nah, not referring to anyone. But if you feel the spice/pinch of my words, then hey reconsider the way you blog.

Met up with yan hong fr lunch. like finally :] Don't know why she wants to cover her face in the pic, she's so pretty can! Missed her alot, and we caught up about quite alot of things. She didn't change too much, of which i thank god for :D

MUST MEET UP SOON OKAY!

I'm messing up so many things these days.

You know how people say there'll come a time in your life where you can't depend on others but solely yourself. Well, that time has come for me (which is a tad early considering i'm only 15). I have to move on. We shouldn't keep using each other like this.

Why was i too blind to see? Sya was right, C was right, by was right, atiqah was right. It took me 4 close friends to mention the same things before it finally clicked in this thick skull of mine.

Anyway, PSL farewell is next monday
:D