Nobody Taught Us to Quit;

I shouldn't be feeling the way i feel
I don't know how long i can hold on
I don't know how long i can keep pretending
I don't know how long i can keep it all in (tho isn't it getting a tad obvious?)

It sickens me knowing the power you have over me
It sickens me knowing that it's all i can think about every night before sleep
It sickens me knowing i'm vulnerable and weak

It's inevitable the way your face haunts me in every single dream
It's inevitable the way i wake up in the middle of the night with you fresh in my mind
It's inevitable that my first and last thoughts of the day are of you

You don't deserve it, i swear


Haha, sorry to my dear readers who don't understand what gibberish i'm talking about. Ignore all of it, nothing important. Random stuff, may not be referring to anyone.
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