So what if i'm different?

Maybe i shouldn't complain
Maybe i should be thankful
But you make it so difficult

So what if i'm different,
i don't know the names of all the hip brands
I don't own expensive branded things
I don't know where to get labled blouses or bags
So what?

So what if i'm different,
i dont like to be loud and show-off
i don't like to pose in front of the camera 24/7
i don't like to hang out late nights just for the sake of it
So what?

So what if i'm different,
i don't know the names of all the latest songs
i don't have 300 over songs in my phone
i don't have 6 boyfriends a year
i don't have friends who smoke and drink
So what?

i don't hang out at Singapore River
i don't have friends who work at Zouk
i don't kiss guys
i don't have a boyfriend
So what?

So what if i'm different,
i want to get good grades
i want a future
i'm a nerd/no-lifer
So what?

Stop demeaning and devalueing me.

Crash Course in Polite Conversation

Much of the blaming, spin and self-righteousness that have made us feel so bad about ourselves - often bad enough to give in to pressure - is not valid. It's fear-based. Anxiety-based. Insecurity-based.

I like like this picture :D


Here comes my hopefully-weekly updates!

Monday
First day of Cedar's Got Talent Audtions. Was blown away countless of times. Hahaha, the fact that students were the judges did not help in calming down the contestants at all.

Tuesday
First session of PSGM! Was reeeeally upset when i was re-allocated to 1H instead of my orientation class 1M..but ohwell ); Had fun anyways. It was also the second day of judging.
After PSGM, went to judge for about an hour and catching up with C before going for CHINGAY

Stuffed our bags with snacks (incase the refreshments weren't up to standard. haha!) and up the bus we go. When we arrived, we were like the only girls school there? the whole area was filled with guys. But that didn't last too long
Went inside some room to practice our song. We were part of the HEART CONTINGENT. and will be behind float 3. So we had to practice the song we'd be singing Reach out for the skies? the sclub one, not taufik.

And the vocal coach is omg-funny la! his vocal trainings were uhmmm.... o.0

did that fr over an hour, before going out to practice it on the real route. Had fun fun fun :D
since well the guides were there.

We reached kallang mrt at 9.30 pm? dismissed us almost an hr late.

Reached home around 10,
didnt do homework cos i fell asleep =/

Wednesday
Had guides. Was i/c for PVC tent and yea not bad, quite fun :]
but we'll be doing pvc again next week i think, with a diff group.

thursday
eh can't rmb

friday
CNY celebrations!
The lion dance troupe came again. The same one. With the same routine. With the same lion, and the same person wearing a "mask" of a bald man, with a fan acting cute but coming off as scary (to me). But other than that, the celebrations were pretty cool
:D

tauge told me her sch had an orange-peeling contest! :o

Went out with mar and michael to get our swensens birthday treat. Had the sticky chewy ice-cream thing.
Thank thank thank you Michael!
:D

and sorry mar, left you at POP-ular

-.-"

Left early to meet tauge to get my present.

THANK THANK THANK YOUUUUU

for the lovely gift

and and and

the GORGEOUS and HUMUNGOUS card

and making sure the gift fits

and for sacrificing your tuition time

read the card on the bus, almost cried okay!

Thanks fr putting so much effort in to it, and yes will take your advice seriously about that. No more distractions. Will focus on my studies.
love love you(;

THE END.

and

a

very

HAPPY NEW YEAR to all chinese!

thanks hock fr wishing me too :]

Invest!

Mar, Hock Xiang, sorry-forgot-your-name(!) Zi yang, Michael,sorry-forgot-your-name-too(!)

Ryan

Yay :D

(Happy michael?)

and now months later!

(:

hahaha

I don't know how to trust

I don't appreciate being your personal doormat


OKAY, updates of Chingay and others when the weekends arrive!

KHADIJA SHAFIQ,

Please don't worry!

I'm 100% fine.
Okay, SIR? :)

(you're so sweet la, can't stand you!)

nice song! am in love with it(;


David Archuleta
A Little Too Not Over You

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else

It is for the best
I know it is
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside

And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Memories suppose to fade
What's wrong with my heart
Shake it off let it go
Didn't think it would be this hard
Should be strong, moving on

But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back
Yeah

Now I'm on my own
How I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, ohhh.

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind meI'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you

Not over you, ooh.

The 7 Habits Of Highly Successful People

1. Make Money
2. Make some more money
3. Make lots of money
4. Make even more money
5. Keep making money
6. Don't stop making money
7. Repeat steps 1-6


hahahah ;) Saw the above outside a laksa stall. Almost burst out laughing, but then tried to stifle it cos then what would the laksa lady think of me? Some loon. (and prolly the long queue of laksa buyers behind me too)
But she purposely paste smtg like that up!

Cannot blog as often anymore. Can't find the time to do so..);


Tag Replies

C! :D: Aww, sometime soon then kay!
nellie: Yes laah haha you're cool :D and thanks fr the birthday wish. I'm soo gna beat you next year tho.
sarah: alamak...SLOW. Heeehh and pls update!
C! :D : YES there's a shop named amirah! Why so hard to believe eh?!
deryn: it's okay dear, i still love you :D
YANHONG: Thanks thanks (: and the post was lovely. Very touching! and no it's not chicken feet! Must work very hard, and you better work hard too wokay
Mardhiyyah! : yay yes you're first on my blog! I love love you plenty too <3>
PNGLIN: 2009's hectic!
YANHONG: You're welcome!
Si Min: ahahahah okay! and can i don't do the quiz? ahahah lazy lazy
C! :D: YES OMG YES. that call was childish. See where it lead us to? but that day was very exhilarating right right? and i'll rmb it fr a long long time.