Richard from Legend of the Seeker!

ALENA, DROOL!

:D

O for O Levels Are Over!

It feels nothing short of amazing to be online again.
The cheering and whoopings at the end of Chem Paper 1 across the hall today was amazing too.
:D

Off to perak tmr with the Guides and other UGs! Will be back on the 17th :)

I think this trip will be a really special one for me albeit it won't be the same as going to Sabah/Brunei with my batchmates. For many reasons like it being the last trip with cedarians, and because my family's from Perak. My granddad was born and lived his teenage years there, my cousins still live there and so do almost all my Grandaunts/granduncles/living relatives etc.

It'd be interesting, definitely :)

I just hope i don't drown.

Today was exhausting. In the end, didn't go to the theme park with my 4P chums (who ended up binging at Seoul Garden - hahah!) Instead, went out with Sya and Alena. Walked ALOT ALOT ALOT. WINDOW SHOPPED ALOT ALOT ALOT. Feet ached (for me anyway). Had a great time, and burnt loads of fats!

Took 36 back with alena and talked about LEGEND OF THE SEEKER (omg!). Have i mentioned it's like nicest most wonderful-tastic show that ever lived? (and the fact that the lead guy's really nice to look at makes the show all the much better. Heheh :D). I thought 36 went to siglap, but it doesn't =.= ended up walking alone in the rain, soaking wet. Sheeesh.

Went to many places that brought up many bad memories. But then i realised they weren't neccesarily bad memories. They were sad ones.

I seriously hope that i won't emo during tmr's trip. Time alone with my thoughts proves to be rather unhealty and potentially disastrous.

Yet.

Yet, i need time.

Time to think everything through.

There's no going back this time.

How do you part with something that has become part of you?

In spite of the hurt that knows no end

How do you muster up courage that isn't even there to begin with?

Time will tell.

I'm finally blogging again!

I'm online only cos I have to complete my i-lead projects

)))));

Not much progress and it's due tonight.

Last week in cedar begins tmr
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Yan hong's right. I do over analyze.
Make issues bigger than they actually are.
Blow things out of porpotion
Make things up till they're far from reality, not the truth.
Closure is necessary.
And there's only one way to go about doing it.
Or so it seems.

Now, I question myself.
What was I thinking?
That you'd understand me one fine day? That you'd wake up and realise that at times you make me feel like sheed. not very pleasant things? That maybe you could ever...
Oh well.

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O's in 21 days!!!
Will start blogging again in 6 weeks time!

ALL THE BEST EVERYONE!

(and to those taking their Sec4 EOY too)


Michael, didn't know you went to F1! How can you not mention that?!

6.5 & 6.6 '05

:)

Will upload pics soon!

Today was definitely eventful. Played twister and pictionary with the recess gang :D

Talked ALOT with them, and thus my throat became so parched(can't drink, cos im fasting!) it was painful. And it was only around 9 in the morning!

Zzzz..

Had teachers' Day concert, and kudos to organizers for making it a little different from previous years :) And every year without fail on teachers day, the area outside the staff room would be SUPER PACKED. With seniors and all. Hahaha, so anyway gave Mrs Koh the card together with EXCO! And rushed off to gsps.

Met my pri schmates who're still awsome! Managed to catch up with ppl like ryan, Xj, xi ying, herlmi eg. Hahaha, found out Kwun tong kissed a guy! For $2.... Gosh. And like practically everyone (except those in IP schools) whom i asked plan to go poly. Quite shocking actually. Sean was like a giant, felt super short): actually almost everyone's tall. Bleeh.

Had a rather good time :D

Went home early, cos my throat couldn't take it. And i was just so super tired. ):

Hope the rest of you had fun!

Sorry Jane, i talked to you for less than 5 mins

And i didn't get to meet the DHS ppl!

Oh well.

OH

and i was looking through the sports day participant list and there was a girl named Hermione Lee i think! HERMIONE! Heeeh! Wonder if her best friends are named Harry and Ron...

School's tomorrow, results too.
):

The last two days have been the least productive days ever. Talked on the phone for hours yestrday :) hahaha, at least 3 hours i think.

26th july (which is exactly 3 months from first paper) would mark my final day using the computer. Shall count the days till then );

Argh, roddick could have won! It's okay, Roddick! (and his fans). He's improved so so much.
Oh well.

And i can't wait to watch HP! Poor Rupert Grint(ron weasley), with the whole H1N1 thing):
Hahah, i'm always reminded of khadija and our harry potter game whenever i hear anything related to harry potter. :D

I hate how my friends end up hurt in relationships. You never leave one unscathed. Is it an inevitable thing?


yibei: haha, yea wasn't feeling well. SORRY! had fever): but i hope you guys enjoyed it! :D :D





Watch this - very cool :)

A Tale As Old As Time

Shan’t

I shan’t build hopes that are essentially hopeless

I shan’t cry tears cos’ there’s none to cry about

I shan’t hurt as the hurting’s done

I shan’t, I just

Can't

I can’t light no more of your darkness

I can’t numb the pain that’s no longer there

I can’t hold on when you’ve let go

I can’t, I just

Won’t

I won’t put myself through the torment that’s you.

I won’t try and bring down the walls that can’t come down

I won’t breathe promises that’ll morph into lies

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If only we could mitigate the severity of it all

I marvel at the human race, the complexity of the human mind.

It’s intermittent interest.

How is it possible?

Girl A: “Girl B’s my best friend, but I simply can’t stand her! She thinks her father owns this country. Seriously! AND, she never stops talking bad about simply everyone! Can you believe the nerve of her? I’m not surprised if she talks about me behind my back. I know I would never speak lowly or talk about my close friends behind their backs”

A monstrous consequence, I reckon.

*This post comprises of extremely random thoughts, expressed in odd forms, that have not much relevance to my life. (probably 1am gibberish)

Till there's no more shades of grey;

i think beaunice took this shot? Haha, for photography badge 2 years back if i'm not wrong!
Aw, i miss my patrol ):

and you pray for belief

I applaud people whom i'm not close to, yet still have the guts to talk to me about random petty stuff when my MSN status is BUSY. Really.

And i especially applaud people who actually bother to keep in contact with mere acquaintances (no sarcasm this time)

2 more days to school

): ):

My stomach felt pretty awful today. The result of eating too much durian. Dad went all the way to aljuneid to buy durian cos those at bedok weren't good enough apparently.

-.-"

Learned something interesting just now, while eating durian with the whole fam.

Today's durian was especially especially yummy, btw. Haha, sidetracking! ANYWAY, i was only on my 3rd piece i think. And i realised there were already so many durian seeds in the red plastic bag we throw all the remains and durian shells in. And, everyone was like licking their durian at super ultrafast speed. I mean i was only on my 3rd piece, and everyone else was already on their 5th or 6th

o.0

Amirah: EH! Why are you all eating so fast?! Slow down!

Bro: It's the art of eating durian. Eat it quick - so you can eat more, before it finishes.

*Rest of family looks at Amirah as though it's the most obvious thing in the world - the art of eating durian*

=.=

=.=

=.=

And alvin's school so poor thing): he was telling me that during recess, they can only eat with their classmates as the school's afraid that if one person gets H1N1, they'd have to quarantine the whole cohort. Also, all classes requiring them to move around are cancelled. So, they are only allowed in the canteen and classroom. Minimising damage i know, but it's still so sad):

1003 cases, and counting.

Go awwaaaay H1N1.

(please, please)

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