i feel like crying.

Not because i'm sad, depressed or anything like that. I feel like crying because i feel so

TOUCHED.

My dearest Actv. dept has been blogging/discussing about me! HEEEH so sweet lah you all (albeit behind my back but that's perfectly alright!)

:D

From Yikheng's blog

Hehe, yesterday was really damn amusing.Amirah was damn amusing.She can hold her own stand-up comedy show.She says the wrong things at the wrong times,likes to eat a lot of things, got really excited that macs might be giving free hash browns.has the silliest comments, is a little koo koo in the head etc.

hahaha, glad to know that i amuse you eh!

From Kemei's blog

1. Nur Amirah scolds "stop staring at us"quite loudly at this old guy wearing shades. and so he looked everywhere else except at amirah.

2. Nur Amirah asks for directions to KFC and Carls Jr from a cyclist who continues cycling on.

3. Nur Amirah secretly wears a guides belt because her pants are too loose.

4. Nur Amirah says "wah must fine him $1000 dollars" quite loudly at a guy cycling in the underpass and got heard.

5. Nur Amirah waves her umbrella angrily at a cyclist who rings his bell at her. Because she is very tired. (and probably quite irritated with mel(: )

6. Nur Amirah goes to the toilet with my wet tissue, then i get a call from her and i hear.......

7. Nur Amirah holds my hand at night in the tent.

8. Nur Amirah waves her hand excitedly whenever she wishes to speak. (or when she has a hilarious idea)

9. Nur Amirah has the ability to open ASEAN massage parlour.

10. I want to video Nur Amirah's entire life down.

Still can remember random times like icamp, flag day, sabah, funtasia, wide games, MTP, all the actv dept meetings, etc. Our self-invented songs and actions to songs, playing outside camp christine toilet, in the tent at night, "how embarrassing!" by the angmoh who donated 5 cents...I don't know how to emphasize this, but you are really really funny.And so are each one of all the other sec3 guides. Ohmygoodness.

Woahhh! A blog post about me. Aiyo i sound so...kuku! Was so touched you know. That you noticed and remembered all the fun we had. yayay :D

From the tags at my tag board

24 Oct 08, 21:22

khad: and i shall never forget that you scolded the old man for no reason,your guides belt, the cyclist who ignored you,you and your waving umbrella and our attempt to ride a 2 seater bikeee:)

24 Oct 08, 23:19

kemei: amirah dear, i have to again say that i love you because you are one of the most amusing people i have ever met.

24 Oct 08, 23:20

kemei: me and khadija are online discussing how funny you are.

HAHAH oh no now the whole world knows all the kuku and embarressing things i do =/

GOODNESS GOSH GRACIOUS. Actually arh, i'm not THAT uh embarressing. Just once in a bluemoon? Heh

Am gna do a proper post real soon. i'll upload some photos too :D

Mood swings.

I hate them. I don't like the overload of emotions.

It's funny how one day you might really look up to this person and give her your utmost respect and the next, you think she's some lowly dirtbag. It's funny how our impressions of those around us change as we realise the flaws they have.

I'm so drained out i can't bear to do anything but blog. I can't even type a smiley. Gosh, tired tired tired.

Okay, shall just summarise this week events:

Monday

Left school early for ASEAN talk. Went with Kemei. Genevieve ended up tagging with us. Quite a huge turnout 150 Cedarians, 150 Victorians and 100 ACJC students i think. Hahah, was pretty entertaining listening to the talk made by the Secretary-General of ASEAN, Dr Surin Pitsuwan.
He's very down-to-earth and a charming guy (as well as an engaging speaker).

Cedar lost to ACJC in the Pop Quiz but won vs. Hahah i rmb the emcees saying "This is a chance fr some schools to redeem themselves", in the open-to-the-floor pop quiz. And the 3 schs were rly competitive and running to mic to answer! Goodness. Hmmmm and here people,

http://mrsiow.blogspot.com/

Scroll to October 20th's post for some videos of Dr Pitsuwan's address. Managed to find some through the wonderful google :D

Went back to Toa Payoh, 3 of us met up with Sarah. Shared a mudpie flurry. Hahah imagine four ppl sharing one mcflurry in macs. hahahah. Gen and I headed home first while the other 2 went to PS to get deryn's present! :D

Kemei, Sarah and khadija came to my house around 8plus to just kill time i guess. Khad got lost! Anyway, they left at 9 plus. Well, the plan was that they were gna surprise Deryn on her doorstep at 12mn. HAHAHA. Left my house at 9 plus. Heard they went to TM and Parkway after that and reached deryn's 1/2 an hour late. HOHOH. Thank god she was awake hurr :]

Tuesday

Came to school as usual, around 0710. Got a call from sarah saying, "Amirah, did you rmb to buy the cake?".
-.-"
The 3 of them supposed to buy the cake, i thought. Sooooo...at 0715 we ran out of sch to HAN's to get a cake. BUT just nice, HAN's was closed. So we ran to some nameless shop and got a choco cake :D and we rannnn back to sch by 0725(5 mins till we're considered late). Not bad ahhh, hahah was sweating like a cow during assembly.

Cut the cake(s) during recess!

Had Actv. dept meeting at PP Kfc aft that :]

Wednesday
Hmm, can't rmb much. We had an Art module during guides. We learned to draw a cartoon pooh and perspective drawing. Mel and kemei so pro ahhh :DD
Anyway, was rly embaressed cos of my "most creative" pooh. Goodness =/

Today
Cleared stuff under my desk. Pretty mundane and felt all sorts of weird feelings tday.
Was rly looking forward to catching up with mar, and us getting our souvenirs frm michael but ohwell..another time then :]

Went back to PP macs and had the most UNFRUITFUL actv. dept meeting ever. GOODNESSSSS. Poor Kemei who's phone had been terrorized by two monsters lovelies. Heeeh :D

Okay, i feel way better now.

CIAO!

MT O's in 13 days!
Annual camp in 14 days!

And no, i'm not angry at all. Not one bit [Surprised myself too] Was pretty scared. But thank god you're alright.

And i hate this sick hope you give to me. Cos in the end i'll be the one hurt, not you.

I AM GONNA EXPLODE ANY MOMENT NOW.
MY PRIORITIES ARE SO WAY OFF AXIS. BUT I DON'T CARE.

Sry can't explain much cos well teachers do read blogs too apparently =/

A$(#(FUSR*U(#*RF(U

GRRR.

And thanks honey, for the 5 missed calls. You don't know it but it rly took my mind off some matters and actually made me laugh. Hahha, told you this alrd but felt like repeating it. Thank you :] you know who you are.

Okay, this post is as contentless as it can get.

Where I End And You Begin

And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years.

-Abraham Lincoln

Woohaa i'm back!

Exams were okay but i could have done better. Consistency is key afterall.

I'll just make this short. Open house is over. Finally. And we did it guys! :DD

Thank you all those who stayed back and helped with deco. Even if it's just a little. And special thanks to deryn and Eunice TMG for all your brilliant ideas and effort poured into deco.

And of course, to EXCO thanks fr well everything. Love you guys. ;]

Thanks to Rizi(hahah!), Nurul, Joy P and Joy Y fr the encouraging/well done messages.
<3

Thursday was spent with Exco and my fellow guides. Meeting after meetings. online meetings after online meetings. But i shan't take the time spent tgt fr granted.

Hmm, my feet still aches. Should use flats next time..

Anyway when i was on the way home sat night at tamp interchange, this lady in one of those roadside stalls stopped me and gave me a whole plastic bag of otak-otak and 3 packets of mee F.O.C. woah, was shocked. Manage to mumble my thanks and ran off. My luck :]

(thank you god. i'm an evil person, i don't deserve good things in any form)

II hate feeling like this. Times where i feel i've messed up my whole life and as though i live just to complicate other's lives.

It's painful. But i'm so used to it, it's no longer painful.

ASEAN talk tmr!

And why is everyone falling sick? );

Get well soon Mar and atiqah!

Kau ajarkan aku bahagia

Kau ajarkan aku derita

Kau tunjukkan aku bahagia

Kau tunjukkan aku derita

Kau berikan aku bahagia

Kau berikan aku derita

TAG REPLIES

sarah: haha hugs!
nellie: updated!
thejoy: Hey :] and linked
LIZHU: ooh what melacca trip? o.0 and it's nur_amirah2003@hotmail.com
hock: haha thanks! tho that was quite a while ago. heh

OKAY OKAY SHALL UPDATE SOON! SORRY ARH!

(yes michael, a month and nine days plus plus! a record mann)

HEEH :D

All that you can't leave behind

John Steinbeck once wrote “It seems to me
that if you or I must choose between two courses of thought or action, we should remember our dying and try so to live that our death brings no pleasure on the world."

Life is short. We need to remind ourselves that sometimes. I thought this pic was pretty uhm cool! Symbolizes : Don't chuck your life away!(or smtg like that) They should put this pic for eng oral. That'd be kinda interesting. Then we can talk about how we should value our life and so on.

Anyway! It's the last day of sept hols. Am taking a break from my lit hw. Shall get back to my own personal mount fuji of homework in a short while. I'm here to blog about my sept hols. (:

Monday: Studied and studied at home.

Tues: Chem remedial. Mar and I followed elisha to airport to study. Not so productive. But had fun and came home tired cos i talked too much =/

Wed: Studied half the day. Thought i'd read harry potter for my half an hour study break. Ended reading it for 4 hours =/ I should have read newsweek instead

Thurs: Went to Ducktour and Flyer with fellow PSL mentors and mentees! (more info below!)

Yes, that's all basically.

DuckTOUR and Spore FLYER trip!

Mentors & Mentees outing to ^^. Reached school earlier to complete the scrapbooks. Might have pasted wrongly for some =/ Anyway, met my mentee Jiraksa and boarded the bus with her! I have a really nice and cheerful mentee :D

Went to Suntec to board the DUCK. For those who don't really know what i'm talking about. A ducktour is actually us boarding a duck-shaped bus which can also go in the sea. So, it's like a bus-cum-boat. Amphibious? haha.

Yea, then after that was the flyer! The flyer was going reeeeally slow that i wasn't too afraid of how high above we were. And thank god the capsule was fully enclosed and not like topless or smtg. If it were, i think i'd well have fainted instantly. o.0 Pics below!

it was really fun hanging out with the sec3 Psls. (:

From the duck:

esplanade

From the flyer:

Sec3s!

the chaos
Eunice(:

EH THE REST OF YOU WHERE ARE THE PICTURES?

The end.

and can someone tell my neighbour to stop singing? No offence or anything =/

I miss the closeness.

What happened to our friendship?

Hello.(:
Shall give my blog a little life. Hm, okay i shall blog about friday onwards!

Friday

Morning started out with Outdoor Games with teachers. Went running around helping to get the Goal stands for the soccer match with teachers. And helped get whistles etc.etc. PCs looked really stressed ): (esp the sec3s)

Was quite upset but i shan't say why.

Games went really well! :D

Helped set out refreshment area for teachers for a while before rushing to the canteen to prepare to usher teachers up to the hall! I got Mdm Chan. Initially, i had completely no idea whatsover who mdm tan was...=/ even though syazza tried reeeeally hard describing how she looked like. No worries, finally found her and ushered her to the hall. Gave her the souvenir and SASHAY-ed down the red carpet. The souvenirs loooked REALLLLY NICE! WELL DONE those involved!

And to Mar(esp!) and Afiqah, YOU GUYS DID A KICK-ESS JOB! (as emcees) Mar, remember i'm counting on you for an awesome wedding bash :D

Saw alot of seniors. Really cool to see how everyone turned out. Didn't get to see yi ying tho):
After that, lunch-ed with my dear C. I still have alot of things to tell you woman!

Train-ed to TM to meet my pri sch mates. Wanted to go back to gsps but apparently i reached too late. So, waited at TM for them. There so many cedarians there la omg! Hmm, and everyone i asked claimed that they were at TM on friday too. Woah.

Met Png lin, Yi Xuan, Sarah, Rachel, Ryan, Edward, Debra, Xi ying, Xuan Jie, Jin kai, Leon, kwun tong (tho he left like 5 mins after i arrived?) Did i miss out anyone? Edward, rachel and Pl left soon after. endy came late. Jane couldn't come ):

Anyway, we hung out at the open plaza-playground-for-overgrown-kids-apparently. Sat in a circle and played truth or dare like how we used to 3 years back! Soon, we left and had a slight problem deciding where to go next. Some didn't want to go play "ball", some didn't want to hang out at the void deck, some didn't one to go to the library. Haha, in the end we just sat at some ulu staircase leading basement-wards.

Exchanged jokes(some really SICK ones! ARGH, what happened to you guys!), told ghost stories, re-introed ourselves eg.

Really made me remember how awesome pri sch was and how daring and care-free we were back then. And how much i missed those times.

AFTER o's IT IS! (sheesh to half of you who are not even sitting for it!)

3 years later...

(:

Today!

First day of fasting! Studied the whole day. My brain's now unfunctionable. Only managed to cover 3 chaps of Amaths trigo. Realized that i cant do all the exam papers without revising first! If not, i'll take a dillion years to complete them which is NOT an option. Chem remedial tmr. SIGH ):

i don't know what to do
i can't leave things the way they are they are.

TAG REPLIESSS!



Huda: HUDAA! Hello (: eh what happened to our ice-cream outing! (okay, i also pangseh-ed mar and the rest =/)

xuanjie: Amirah does not associate with sick people! Ahaha YES AFTER o's! :DD

endy: eh dont use my tagboard for your own communication purposes! tsk!

Simin: ARE YOU OKAY? teehee(:

Jane: Dont worry! We'll meet up soon.(:

Debra: Hello :)

C! :D : Sorry about the d-i-s-c-i-p-l-e thing. We all make mistakes right right? heh =/


SERENA: Haha sure, but your blog's private?


khadija: EH WHO YOU CALLING PIG! SHEESH *runs away and cries*


hock: i miss SLC too! ): how are you doing btw?

nellie: do i really have a funny expression on my face? hur hur! *SNIFFS* and what is this i hear that you claim i laugh alot! where got lorrhhh

deryn: helllo(: deryn ryn ryn ****ryn. heh, rmb? (:

Mardhiyyah! : oh wow. this tag was ages ago. Uh yes, i still need an alarm? huh i dont even know what im saying! o.0