LESS THAN 5 MONTHS TO O'S!

LESS THAN 1 MONTH TO PRELIM 1!

Amirah, you better stop slacking around like a slacker.


Tag Replies

Xiao Bai Tu: hey, thanks! Hm, do i know you?
Mar & Michael: =.= x 1,000000000



borbeena, i'm really okay :D
Sunset-study-date soon!

Break A Leg For EL Prelims!

Bye bye, crutches!

(:

Okay this post is a little late, i know. I'm not gonna say how i ended up in crutches, cos it's one of the most embarressing (and most painful) moment. So if you know, then you know. Hahah.

And someone made a pun and said the above title of this post to me before prelims!

But the main purpose of this post is to THANK so many people that I have not thanked enough.

Especially:

1) FATIMAH ILI

THANKYOU DEAR! OMG THANK YOU SOOO BLARDY MUCH. For taking care and being there for me every step of the way (literally, too). For being so patient while i was still learning to walk with my crutches. For holding me when i almost lost my balance so many countless times. For being so worried, and showing that you care so much. For carrying me four flights of stairs cos i couldn't make it up.

I love you, really really so much.

I don't know what i'd do without you la!

2) 4P GANG

Felicia, Carrol, Huiling, JiaXuan

thank you carrol for carrying me up and down too!

Jiaxuan for waiting for me in the morning to help me up to class :)

Felicia for helping me go everywhere doing recess

Huiling for helping me take my books and waiting with me for my dad

Thanks thanks thanks :D

3) My family

For helping me up and down the stairs, and so much more.

For being so tolerant.

Despite the scoldings that i apparently chose and exam period to be in crutches (i didn't do it on purpose okay..)

4) Everyone who's asked how I'm doing and those who're always checking on me!

my nice nice Sec3 Sunflower juniors for being so nice :) and the kinder joy

Sya, jia ai, Mar, Jia Xuan, Damia, Alena, Abigail, lydia, Carrol, etc (and so many more) for all the get well wishes. I really sincerely appreciate it.

:D

If only history would repeat itself
In a less cruel way

If only this day
All those years back

Could happen again

This day's a criminal,
for all the pain i've felt (and okay, maybe some joy too)

you don't remember, do you?

i've decided that
i absolutely loathe the way i blog



and why can't the dog next door stop barking??

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Simin: Simirah! Hahaah, hello :) i haven't been to your blog in ages, sorry):
Mar: YES YESSSS kris won :D And argh, the X-country photos so unglam!
sya: HEYY back
khadija: Updated! and next wed again too yea?
C! :D: updated!
tiongwei: Hey :) Yup of course i remeber you! Woahh, how'd you find my blog?
Nellie: I might decide to go block you from my tagboard again! WATCH OUTTTT :D

KRIS WON!!

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Everyone's saying that Adam fans had not voted enough and assumed that he'd win effortlessly. Hmm..who knows. And it was especially sweet when Kris hugged his wife so dam tightly after the results were announced. Sighhhh, so swweeet :D

X-country was on thurs. Met up with Sya at Safra and walked there. I was pretty hyped up, since i didn't come for X-country last year (not because i pon wokay. i had a guides camp!) Initially, planned to run with my classmates, but decided to run with my fellow guides :D
The nine of us started tgt..and in the end it was only kemei, lydia and i?
Haha, sarah got 2nd! wooahh, pro-ded :D

I didn't stop at all! And i really really think the route was way more than 3.6km, esp what with the extremely long walk to the starting point, and the route back to the stadium much after the 3.3Km mark? Anyway, i had fun la :) esp with those two.

Kemei was constantly saying "Go Lydia you can do it! Go Amirah you can do it! Go Kemei you can do it!"
And i was constantly saying. "Come on lydia, a little bit more! Already ____ Km!"
And lydia was constantly saying, "Argh! I'm Gonna die. I feel like dying!"

HAHA :)

And the milo from the milo van was a little too thick tho):
Went out to TM with 4P chums after that. Talked to Felicia on the bus, and what she said made so much sense(haha, enlightenment?) of the current situation
Pizza Hut's service was extremely slowwwww.
And i guess that's because they're uhh a little understaffed? and surprised cos suddenly more than half of pizza hut was filled with sweaty cedarians.
But still, it was super slow

SLOW service = UNHAPPY customers = FRUSTRATED workers and customers
Therefore,
Service should never be slow. Seriously.

Night at the Museum 2 was super hilarious! Go watch it :)

And
I've finished reading 5 books.
In 4 days.
I blame mobile NLB for coming to our school
And making me reach my max quota for borrowing books
And pleading friends to borrow under their names
And especially for an unproductive Saturday

Argh, i can't decide if i blame myself or Mobile NLB more
Most prolly the latter.
hahah





If i could see the future and how this plays out
I bet it's better than where we are now



Maybe i didn't have it that bad afterall

kris kris kris!


tho no boundaries was way too high fr him!
Ain't no sunshine was omg woah :)

As promised khadija, here's an update!

Here's a brief breakdown of the last few days:

6th may - Sec 4 farewell (sob):] and the most hectic photo-taking ever!
- Bro's bday
7th may - Amaths mock exam (argh)
8th may - studied with Alena :D

9th may - study date with sarah at airport! (Sarah's too hilarious, we went around finding her Mr Bean Green tea ice cream flavour, and realised we needed a boarding pass to get one!)

-exploration of ehub with fam (plus booksale! but could only buy 1 book >.<)
13th may - hahah 'studying' at tamp library :D met sya's friends for the first time. (hmm, interesting day eh sya?)
14th may - Adam lambert Vs Kris Allen!
15th may - studied with Alena :D -Finished Leap of love be Catherine Lim (sigggh :) )
16th may - 3hour physics sat class! Plus lunch with Alena :D
okay, I don't want to blog about useless details of my life for now tho.

SOOO... I shall share with you guys some

THINGS TO DO WHEN YOU HAVE NOTHING TO DO
which by the way SHOULD NOT be the case cos all my loyal readers SHOULD be diligently studying, says the person who should be doing the exact same thing

1) Blink wildly and then close your eyes really tight for an interesting light show

(Amusement Potential: 1-5 minutes)
See a variety of blobs, stars and flashes. Try to make out shapes and see if your subconscious is trying to send you a message (perhaps that funny shape is saying, 'send all your money to urban75.com'?)

2) Try to not think about penguins
(Amusement Potential: 1-5 minutes)
This is especially hard, because by trying too much, you remember what you were trying to avoid thinking of. If you try too little, you end up thinking about penguins anyway

3) Pretend you're a robot
( Amusement Potential: 1-3 minutes)
Walk down the street with mechanical movements, adding 'zzzzzt' sounds with each motion. Pretending to have a motor broken in, say, your left hand can add at least 30 seconds more entertainment.

4) Scratch yourself
(Amusement Potential: 1-3 minutes)
Go ahead, scratch yourself now. Even if nothing itches, go ahead. Doesn't that feel pretty good?

5) Rate passers by
(Amusement Potential: 10-15 minutes)
Secretly award passers by marks out of ten as you go along, offering (unsaid) expert criticism over their clothing, hairstyle and footwear choices.

6) Repeat the same word over and over until it loses its meaning
(Amusement Potential: 1-3 minutes)
Pick a random word out of a magazine and say it aloud to yourself until it becomes a meaningless set of noises.

7) Pinch yourself
(Amusement Potential: 1-3 minutes)
What is pain? Why is it unpleasant? There's nothing physical about it - it's all in your mind. Plus, after pinching yourself for awhile, boredom will seem nice next to being in pain.

8) Try to swallow your tongue
(Amusement Potential: 1-2 minutes)
There's not much to say about this one. It is possible, but really stupid.

9) Pretend to be a car
(Amusement Potential: 5-10 minutes)
Make appropriate revving noises in your head as you walk along and add a racing commentary as you pass strangers in the street. Use blinking eyes as indicators for extra authenticity. nking about penguins anyway.

10) Brainwash yourself to believe you're as busy as the president

HAHA! that was silly, but entertaining right? (:

These few days have been honestly sucky. Trying to rid of the guilt is almost impossible.

How can i be truly happy when others are suffering because of me?

I know, it's not my fault. My friends convinced me so. But who else is there to blame?

Seeing you walk alone. I know you're alone in your mind too. How can i not be at fault?

They did not tell me the whole truth, but i honestly do not blame them. For i would have done the same thing if i were in their shoes. But what if you were in mine?

A quote to end off :D

"The opposite of love is nothingness instead of hate or sadness" - A wise friend named borbeena!

Panadol, Work Your Magic

37.9 celsius now

Come on, just a little lower

I received my first death threat today.
From Huiling saying i'd be dead if she didn't see me in school tmr
Haha :D

THANK YOU

For all the get well wishes :)
esp syahirah, fatimah, jasmine, huiling, jia ai, mar and michael
and anyone else i missed out!

Yestrday was pretty embarressing. Being sent out from the hall cos of my fever :/

Farewell's tmr.
I never imagined it to be this soon
):
I'll write a proper guides-dedicated post after Amaths mock exam.


This little guiding light of mine,
I'm gonna let it shine


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