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Dare to fly

That pic totally cracked me up when i first saw it, especially the girl's expression :D

My stomach's currently doing weird somersaults, maybe it was the durian? 0.o i dont think so tho.

Anyway, i shall start blogging events i do want to remember. I hope this post won't be toooo lengthy and sorry there's no pics cos this com im using happens to be reeeeeally slow and my camera's spoiled so i can't upload pics. Gah):

National Track&Field Championships

Well, we got to skip the whole day of school to put up banners, chope good seats and cauldron off our area etc. at choa chu kang stadium :D

Hm, the day started off badly for me but once we reached the stadium, i was feeling chirpy. We put up banners, chope seats near the finishing line (cos' its tradition?) and managed to camwhore a little in between. Hmm, and then it was lunch break for abt 1.5hrs i think?

EXCO had to stay put and guard our seats. Our plan was to seat by the chairs and the moment another school came we'd rush to the front of the gate and lay our groundsheets there. Haha, yes we're typical singaporeans. Goodness. Anyway we took dam long to decide on our orders. First was macs, then no student meal, so KFC, then no student meal, then macs again! HAHAHA, and they scribbled all their orders on my notebook! HEE, i think i shall post it up here for memories sake!

Ah sheet, my scanner's not working. D:

nehmind, shall uh type it out!

Page one

1. Wm: macwings meal(upsize) change to milo. + Fillet o fish (ala carte)

2. Jiaai: Fillet o fish meal

3. Nasuha: McChicken Meal

Apparently, we suddenly wanted KFC

1. Nasuha: Zinger, mash potato to cheese fries, sprite

2: Joy: " " (coke instead)

3: Fong Wa: Bandito, mash potato to small fries

4. Eunice: " " (lemon tea instead)

5. WM: 2 pc chickedn, crispy. No breast meat. Shrooms burger

6. Deryn: zinger, mashpotato, small fries, ice lemon tea

7. Rizwana: bandito, mash potato to chesse fires, milo.

9. Joy: Bandito, mash potato to cheese fries. No Drink.

Okay, there were 2 more pages of that sort of nonsense. Haha, we're so fickle!

SO OUR FINAL ORDER(back to macs)

Wm: 1 mcwings meal. upsize drink-milo. Add fillet o fish

vina: chicken foldover meal. coke

Joy y: fillet of fish meal. coke

amirah: fillet o fish meal. lemon tea

Deryn: " "

Fongwa: " "

Jia Ai: fillet o fish meal. coke

Nasuha. Double cheesemeal. Sprite (curry sauce)

Eunice: Fillet o fish, double cheeseburger. (ala carte)

Rizwana: fillet of fish. milo. small fries.

AS YOU CAN SEE,

majority of us ordered fillet o fish (7/10), but poor vina didnt see that i think? Haha, so when she ordered it was like, "Ok, 3rd order : fillet o fish with coke. 4th order:fillet o fish with lemon tea, 5th order: fillet o fish with lemon tea. 6th order: fillet o fish lemon tea. ....No no, for the 3rd order it's fillet o fish with coke not lemon tea"

HAHAH, yea something like that! i coulndt stop laughing when i heard that!

Okay, so our food came really late. And so we sat on the groundsheet and ate like we're picnicing there. :D

When the event started, i think my mood swings started as well. SORRY SORRY SORRY to those who had to suffer the moody amirah. I know it's not everyday you find me so..low. And thank you thank you to all those who noticed and tried to cheer me up/gave me space to breathe. Special thanks to Simin, deryn, jiaai, mardhiyyah, vina, eunice tmg, sharon, jane and all those i didnt mention for trying to cheer me up :D

I APPRECIATE IT.

Cedar managed to clinch champion for cdiv and 4th for b div.

WELL DONE!

Oh, and i spotted a few friends there. Namely, nick yeo(who asked me and mar to stop stoning. Haha :]), cedric, michael and by. Hock couldn't come tho.):

Racial Harmony Day

Got caught in the morning rain! sheesh. Anyway, reached class and sangeetha wasnt there to tie my sari! panicked abit but then iniya and indhuja came and rescued me! HEE THANK YOU :D

First period was PE, haha 1/2 the class was playing ping pong in their costumes. And and it was very hard to pick up those small balls when you're all tied up in a reeeally long piece of cloth. Trust me, i know through experience.

-.-"

After that was lit, and we had 3rd period off for the pasar malam! (which was held in broad daylight!) Haha, watched jasmine, liching, felicia, and huiling bellydance. wow.

Haha, yea short day really. After that, went out with C! We uh got lost and couldnt find our destionation till much later. Then, we went to mug at raffles hospital! Hahaha :D

To C!

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU for being such an awesome friend. For accompanying me and make getting lost together so fun. Thank you for all the advice and support. And all the times we got high together. LOVE YOU! MUACKS MUACKS (haha paypack for all the burps!)

Well, these few days have been an emotional rollercoaster for me. And, something someone dear said to me made me reflect on my problems and how i've been viewing it. that sometimes we get so caught up in our porblems, and how much we magnify it and while in the process lose sight of what's important and those who are suffering way more than we are.

And that we should be thankful for all that we have.

I wanna thank all those who have stood by me(especially C, sya and by), Listened to my petty problems, reassured, comforted, adviced, and was just there for me. Thanks(:

CIAO

TAG REPLIES

Hock: Haha glad you enjoyed invest! & thanks for always asking me to cheer up! HEE IM CHEERING UP THANKS TO YOUR TAG! :D

Mardhiyyah! : HAHA, yea you and beatrice's singing uh..abit nice ah? Heeee :D

michael: haha thanks! Our school did quite well. :D and so did yours!

Khadija: You're welcome! :D

C!: HAHAHA, YAY! we both rockers la! The choral risers part funny meh! Hahaha, you ah! but thanks thanks(: that made me happy!

Kemei: kemeiiiiiiiii love you too!

i didn't know you could be this disappointed in me. I didnt know i could screw up so much. i didn't think it was possible. God must really want me to face my fear and do what's right. But what if doing what's right hurts those whom you love the most?


i'll update properly SOOOONN. :D

(:

Li's finally over! We did it guys. :D

Okay, track and field nationals next!

For someone who hasnt updated in s35979579345794 years i don't have much to say luh =/

Hmm, oh invest was great. I was pretty nervous getting on stage while trying to keep a straight face. Not knowing to look at the crowd, teachers, guest or just stare at the walls at the back. Hahaha, i was seriously arguing that in my brain the whole time i was on stage. Oh, and of course listening to jia ai's speech (which turned out well!) and i was so friggin worried i'd push jia ai off the choral risers during the song! But heh, didnt happen and she's still in one piece. :D See, jia ai you should thank me for being so worried for your welfare. (:

No pics right now): My camera's with serena!

I've come to realise that i'm absolutely incapable of blogging my true feelings. It's like everything's been filtered, censored. oh well!

Sometimes i dont know why i keep disappointing the people around me

Sometimes i dont know why i just can't seem to make others happy

Sometimes i dont know why i can never be pleased with myself

Sometimes i dont know why i keep repeating the same mistakes

Sometimes i dont know why i do the things i do

Sometimes i dont know why i make the choices that i make

Sometimes we just don't know why