I'll do a proper update sooooon.

I can't sit properly right now ):
there's a huge purple bruise near my bum.

I have cuts and bruises all over my body.(Okay, maybe not ALL over my body.) All in the past 3 days..

I'm super exhausted right now. That's the result of going out practically almost every day.

Finally one rest day tmr, can't wait :D

Elation, Confusion, Irritation, Frustration, Hurt, Disappointment, Joy, Nervousness, Anger, Resentment, Defeat, Security, Jealousy, Doubt....

and finally,

acceptance

Richard from Legend of the Seeker!

ALENA, DROOL!

:D

O for O Levels Are Over!

It feels nothing short of amazing to be online again.
The cheering and whoopings at the end of Chem Paper 1 across the hall today was amazing too.
:D

Off to perak tmr with the Guides and other UGs! Will be back on the 17th :)

I think this trip will be a really special one for me albeit it won't be the same as going to Sabah/Brunei with my batchmates. For many reasons like it being the last trip with cedarians, and because my family's from Perak. My granddad was born and lived his teenage years there, my cousins still live there and so do almost all my Grandaunts/granduncles/living relatives etc.

It'd be interesting, definitely :)

I just hope i don't drown.

Today was exhausting. In the end, didn't go to the theme park with my 4P chums (who ended up binging at Seoul Garden - hahah!) Instead, went out with Sya and Alena. Walked ALOT ALOT ALOT. WINDOW SHOPPED ALOT ALOT ALOT. Feet ached (for me anyway). Had a great time, and burnt loads of fats!

Took 36 back with alena and talked about LEGEND OF THE SEEKER (omg!). Have i mentioned it's like nicest most wonderful-tastic show that ever lived? (and the fact that the lead guy's really nice to look at makes the show all the much better. Heheh :D). I thought 36 went to siglap, but it doesn't =.= ended up walking alone in the rain, soaking wet. Sheeesh.

Went to many places that brought up many bad memories. But then i realised they weren't neccesarily bad memories. They were sad ones.

I seriously hope that i won't emo during tmr's trip. Time alone with my thoughts proves to be rather unhealty and potentially disastrous.

Yet.

Yet, i need time.

Time to think everything through.

There's no going back this time.

How do you part with something that has become part of you?

In spite of the hurt that knows no end

How do you muster up courage that isn't even there to begin with?

Time will tell.

I'm finally blogging again!

I'm online only cos I have to complete my i-lead projects

)))));

Not much progress and it's due tonight.

Last week in cedar begins tmr
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Yan hong's right. I do over analyze.
Make issues bigger than they actually are.
Blow things out of porpotion
Make things up till they're far from reality, not the truth.
Closure is necessary.
And there's only one way to go about doing it.
Or so it seems.

Now, I question myself.
What was I thinking?
That you'd understand me one fine day? That you'd wake up and realise that at times you make me feel like sheed. not very pleasant things? That maybe you could ever...
Oh well.

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O's in 21 days!!!
Will start blogging again in 6 weeks time!

ALL THE BEST EVERYONE!

(and to those taking their Sec4 EOY too)


Michael, didn't know you went to F1! How can you not mention that?!

6.5 & 6.6 '05

:)

Will upload pics soon!

Today was definitely eventful. Played twister and pictionary with the recess gang :D

Talked ALOT with them, and thus my throat became so parched(can't drink, cos im fasting!) it was painful. And it was only around 9 in the morning!

Zzzz..

Had teachers' Day concert, and kudos to organizers for making it a little different from previous years :) And every year without fail on teachers day, the area outside the staff room would be SUPER PACKED. With seniors and all. Hahaha, so anyway gave Mrs Koh the card together with EXCO! And rushed off to gsps.

Met my pri schmates who're still awsome! Managed to catch up with ppl like ryan, Xj, xi ying, herlmi eg. Hahaha, found out Kwun tong kissed a guy! For $2.... Gosh. And like practically everyone (except those in IP schools) whom i asked plan to go poly. Quite shocking actually. Sean was like a giant, felt super short): actually almost everyone's tall. Bleeh.

Had a rather good time :D

Went home early, cos my throat couldn't take it. And i was just so super tired. ):

Hope the rest of you had fun!

Sorry Jane, i talked to you for less than 5 mins

And i didn't get to meet the DHS ppl!

Oh well.

OH

and i was looking through the sports day participant list and there was a girl named Hermione Lee i think! HERMIONE! Heeeh! Wonder if her best friends are named Harry and Ron...

School's tomorrow, results too.
):

The last two days have been the least productive days ever. Talked on the phone for hours yestrday :) hahaha, at least 3 hours i think.

26th july (which is exactly 3 months from first paper) would mark my final day using the computer. Shall count the days till then );

Argh, roddick could have won! It's okay, Roddick! (and his fans). He's improved so so much.
Oh well.

And i can't wait to watch HP! Poor Rupert Grint(ron weasley), with the whole H1N1 thing):
Hahah, i'm always reminded of khadija and our harry potter game whenever i hear anything related to harry potter. :D

I hate how my friends end up hurt in relationships. You never leave one unscathed. Is it an inevitable thing?


yibei: haha, yea wasn't feeling well. SORRY! had fever): but i hope you guys enjoyed it! :D :D





Watch this - very cool :)