I'm finally blogging again!

I'm online only cos I have to complete my i-lead projects

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Not much progress and it's due tonight.

Last week in cedar begins tmr
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Yan hong's right. I do over analyze.
Make issues bigger than they actually are.
Blow things out of porpotion
Make things up till they're far from reality, not the truth.
Closure is necessary.
And there's only one way to go about doing it.
Or so it seems.

Now, I question myself.
What was I thinking?
That you'd understand me one fine day? That you'd wake up and realise that at times you make me feel like sheed. not very pleasant things? That maybe you could ever...
Oh well.

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O's in 21 days!!!
Will start blogging again in 6 weeks time!

ALL THE BEST EVERYONE!

(and to those taking their Sec4 EOY too)


Michael, didn't know you went to F1! How can you not mention that?!

6.5 & 6.6 '05

:)

Will upload pics soon!

Today was definitely eventful. Played twister and pictionary with the recess gang :D

Talked ALOT with them, and thus my throat became so parched(can't drink, cos im fasting!) it was painful. And it was only around 9 in the morning!

Zzzz..

Had teachers' Day concert, and kudos to organizers for making it a little different from previous years :) And every year without fail on teachers day, the area outside the staff room would be SUPER PACKED. With seniors and all. Hahaha, so anyway gave Mrs Koh the card together with EXCO! And rushed off to gsps.

Met my pri schmates who're still awsome! Managed to catch up with ppl like ryan, Xj, xi ying, herlmi eg. Hahaha, found out Kwun tong kissed a guy! For $2.... Gosh. And like practically everyone (except those in IP schools) whom i asked plan to go poly. Quite shocking actually. Sean was like a giant, felt super short): actually almost everyone's tall. Bleeh.

Had a rather good time :D

Went home early, cos my throat couldn't take it. And i was just so super tired. ):

Hope the rest of you had fun!

Sorry Jane, i talked to you for less than 5 mins

And i didn't get to meet the DHS ppl!

Oh well.

OH

and i was looking through the sports day participant list and there was a girl named Hermione Lee i think! HERMIONE! Heeeh! Wonder if her best friends are named Harry and Ron...

School's tomorrow, results too.
):

The last two days have been the least productive days ever. Talked on the phone for hours yestrday :) hahaha, at least 3 hours i think.

26th july (which is exactly 3 months from first paper) would mark my final day using the computer. Shall count the days till then );

Argh, roddick could have won! It's okay, Roddick! (and his fans). He's improved so so much.
Oh well.

And i can't wait to watch HP! Poor Rupert Grint(ron weasley), with the whole H1N1 thing):
Hahah, i'm always reminded of khadija and our harry potter game whenever i hear anything related to harry potter. :D

I hate how my friends end up hurt in relationships. You never leave one unscathed. Is it an inevitable thing?


yibei: haha, yea wasn't feeling well. SORRY! had fever): but i hope you guys enjoyed it! :D :D





Watch this - very cool :)

A Tale As Old As Time

Shan’t

I shan’t build hopes that are essentially hopeless

I shan’t cry tears cos’ there’s none to cry about

I shan’t hurt as the hurting’s done

I shan’t, I just

Can't

I can’t light no more of your darkness

I can’t numb the pain that’s no longer there

I can’t hold on when you’ve let go

I can’t, I just

Won’t

I won’t put myself through the torment that’s you.

I won’t try and bring down the walls that can’t come down

I won’t breathe promises that’ll morph into lies

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If only we could mitigate the severity of it all

I marvel at the human race, the complexity of the human mind.

It’s intermittent interest.

How is it possible?

Girl A: “Girl B’s my best friend, but I simply can’t stand her! She thinks her father owns this country. Seriously! AND, she never stops talking bad about simply everyone! Can you believe the nerve of her? I’m not surprised if she talks about me behind my back. I know I would never speak lowly or talk about my close friends behind their backs”

A monstrous consequence, I reckon.

*This post comprises of extremely random thoughts, expressed in odd forms, that have not much relevance to my life. (probably 1am gibberish)

Till there's no more shades of grey;

i think beaunice took this shot? Haha, for photography badge 2 years back if i'm not wrong!
Aw, i miss my patrol ):

and you pray for belief

I applaud people whom i'm not close to, yet still have the guts to talk to me about random petty stuff when my MSN status is BUSY. Really.

And i especially applaud people who actually bother to keep in contact with mere acquaintances (no sarcasm this time)

2 more days to school

): ):

My stomach felt pretty awful today. The result of eating too much durian. Dad went all the way to aljuneid to buy durian cos those at bedok weren't good enough apparently.

-.-"

Learned something interesting just now, while eating durian with the whole fam.

Today's durian was especially especially yummy, btw. Haha, sidetracking! ANYWAY, i was only on my 3rd piece i think. And i realised there were already so many durian seeds in the red plastic bag we throw all the remains and durian shells in. And, everyone was like licking their durian at super ultrafast speed. I mean i was only on my 3rd piece, and everyone else was already on their 5th or 6th

o.0

Amirah: EH! Why are you all eating so fast?! Slow down!

Bro: It's the art of eating durian. Eat it quick - so you can eat more, before it finishes.

*Rest of family looks at Amirah as though it's the most obvious thing in the world - the art of eating durian*

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And alvin's school so poor thing): he was telling me that during recess, they can only eat with their classmates as the school's afraid that if one person gets H1N1, they'd have to quarantine the whole cohort. Also, all classes requiring them to move around are cancelled. So, they are only allowed in the canteen and classroom. Minimising damage i know, but it's still so sad):

1003 cases, and counting.

Go awwaaaay H1N1.

(please, please)

Tag Replies

deryn: hey derynrynryn :)

YANHONG: hahahahhaha, YES I DID! OMG SAME PHONE! :D :D :D you got pink!??! I thought you hated pink!

nellie: Yea, hey changed-phone LG-using buddy! :D

Mar: Yea, i'm popular. :D :D (you can keep telling me that, i don't think i'll ever get tired of hearing it. Hohohoho)

Jia Ai: Whaat stalker? Grr. And heh, patience! You'll get a new phone soon too :)

I have such rotten luck. I'm gonna go pull my hair out now.

(i guess this is what i get for) Wishful Thinking

To numb the pain only makes it worse when you finally feel it

I just choked on panadol =/

I guess I was never good at dealing with disappointment. Even when it's not a foreign feeling to me. Even when i feel it practically everyday. Some days are especially tough, when the whole day is just filled with...

Disappointment.

On a brighter note,

today was spent trying to make the people i love happier. Tho i don't think it was very successful. I didn't go for the 2/O outing in the end ): doesn't mean i miss you guys any less!

Watched transformers at century square. Didn't understand the first fifteen minutes i think =/ I was like huh what's decaptagon. AND HUH what's an optimus prime? Hahahaha
But, it was a really nice show :)
And i didn't know there's a Shop 'N' Save in Century square! Gosh, after living in the east my whole life.

I really don't get Shakespeare. The language he uses i mean. Since i'm taking Lit elect and not pure lit, that's perfectly alright :D hahaha, i mean i just can't appreciate the 'thou's, 'hath's and 'doth's. (no offence to shakespeare fans, i mean his plays are really quite nice)

IFFF i had a Shakespeare-spouting boyfriend, who recites shakespeare to me often. I think i'd have to slap him. Okay lah, maybe not a hard slap just a very gentle one. Hahahaa.

Changing topic, I've been told by several people that I'm shy. =/
Hm, it may be lack of courage rather than uh..shy? Haha
I guess i've always lacked courage, from a really young age. I remeber my parents used to bring me to Julia Gabriel Classes where we'd recite poems and do drama plays to encourage small kids to come out of their shells. So at the start of every session we'd sit in a circle, and the teacher would go round the circle asking anyone if they have any news to share. I'd always just shake my head and say "no news". Even if i did have something to say, cos i was uncomfortable with having the whole circle's attention focused on me. Haha, that's not all. We'd have this poem-reading sessions where everyone would be assigned two lines in a poem. Whenever my turn was nearing, my heart would start beating like crazy.
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I stopped going there when I was 7, too stressful. Hahha :)

The absence of courage has constantly been my downfall. I still remember one of my first battles against courage (well, the lack of it). I was P1 and i had this close friend whom i stuck to a lot. She had a tendancy to..hit me. In a joking manner, but it stung like crazy everytime. My whole skin would blotch up and stay red the whole day. She just..likes to hit people me. There were many days where i'd try to tell her to stop it and shove off, but the words just wouldn't leave my mouth (lack of courage, you see). Haha, finally managed to muster enough courage to speak those words many many days later, telling her to stop not shove off.

Hahah :D

AND CONGRATS TO MELISSA!
For winning a bronze medal for Spore in AYG!
:D