PATO!

GO GO GOOOO!

Dare to fly

That pic totally cracked me up when i first saw it, especially the girl's expression :D

My stomach's currently doing weird somersaults, maybe it was the durian? 0.o i dont think so tho.

Anyway, i shall start blogging events i do want to remember. I hope this post won't be toooo lengthy and sorry there's no pics cos this com im using happens to be reeeeeally slow and my camera's spoiled so i can't upload pics. Gah):

National Track&Field Championships

Well, we got to skip the whole day of school to put up banners, chope good seats and cauldron off our area etc. at choa chu kang stadium :D

Hm, the day started off badly for me but once we reached the stadium, i was feeling chirpy. We put up banners, chope seats near the finishing line (cos' its tradition?) and managed to camwhore a little in between. Hmm, and then it was lunch break for abt 1.5hrs i think?

EXCO had to stay put and guard our seats. Our plan was to seat by the chairs and the moment another school came we'd rush to the front of the gate and lay our groundsheets there. Haha, yes we're typical singaporeans. Goodness. Anyway we took dam long to decide on our orders. First was macs, then no student meal, so KFC, then no student meal, then macs again! HAHAHA, and they scribbled all their orders on my notebook! HEE, i think i shall post it up here for memories sake!

Ah sheet, my scanner's not working. D:

nehmind, shall uh type it out!

Page one

1. Wm: macwings meal(upsize) change to milo. + Fillet o fish (ala carte)

2. Jiaai: Fillet o fish meal

3. Nasuha: McChicken Meal

Apparently, we suddenly wanted KFC

1. Nasuha: Zinger, mash potato to cheese fries, sprite

2: Joy: " " (coke instead)

3: Fong Wa: Bandito, mash potato to small fries

4. Eunice: " " (lemon tea instead)

5. WM: 2 pc chickedn, crispy. No breast meat. Shrooms burger

6. Deryn: zinger, mashpotato, small fries, ice lemon tea

7. Rizwana: bandito, mash potato to chesse fires, milo.

9. Joy: Bandito, mash potato to cheese fries. No Drink.

Okay, there were 2 more pages of that sort of nonsense. Haha, we're so fickle!

SO OUR FINAL ORDER(back to macs)

Wm: 1 mcwings meal. upsize drink-milo. Add fillet o fish

vina: chicken foldover meal. coke

Joy y: fillet of fish meal. coke

amirah: fillet o fish meal. lemon tea

Deryn: " "

Fongwa: " "

Jia Ai: fillet o fish meal. coke

Nasuha. Double cheesemeal. Sprite (curry sauce)

Eunice: Fillet o fish, double cheeseburger. (ala carte)

Rizwana: fillet of fish. milo. small fries.

AS YOU CAN SEE,

majority of us ordered fillet o fish (7/10), but poor vina didnt see that i think? Haha, so when she ordered it was like, "Ok, 3rd order : fillet o fish with coke. 4th order:fillet o fish with lemon tea, 5th order: fillet o fish with lemon tea. 6th order: fillet o fish lemon tea. ....No no, for the 3rd order it's fillet o fish with coke not lemon tea"

HAHAH, yea something like that! i coulndt stop laughing when i heard that!

Okay, so our food came really late. And so we sat on the groundsheet and ate like we're picnicing there. :D

When the event started, i think my mood swings started as well. SORRY SORRY SORRY to those who had to suffer the moody amirah. I know it's not everyday you find me so..low. And thank you thank you to all those who noticed and tried to cheer me up/gave me space to breathe. Special thanks to Simin, deryn, jiaai, mardhiyyah, vina, eunice tmg, sharon, jane and all those i didnt mention for trying to cheer me up :D

I APPRECIATE IT.

Cedar managed to clinch champion for cdiv and 4th for b div.

WELL DONE!

Oh, and i spotted a few friends there. Namely, nick yeo(who asked me and mar to stop stoning. Haha :]), cedric, michael and by. Hock couldn't come tho.):

Racial Harmony Day

Got caught in the morning rain! sheesh. Anyway, reached class and sangeetha wasnt there to tie my sari! panicked abit but then iniya and indhuja came and rescued me! HEE THANK YOU :D

First period was PE, haha 1/2 the class was playing ping pong in their costumes. And and it was very hard to pick up those small balls when you're all tied up in a reeeally long piece of cloth. Trust me, i know through experience.

-.-"

After that was lit, and we had 3rd period off for the pasar malam! (which was held in broad daylight!) Haha, watched jasmine, liching, felicia, and huiling bellydance. wow.

Haha, yea short day really. After that, went out with C! We uh got lost and couldnt find our destionation till much later. Then, we went to mug at raffles hospital! Hahaha :D

To C!

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU for being such an awesome friend. For accompanying me and make getting lost together so fun. Thank you for all the advice and support. And all the times we got high together. LOVE YOU! MUACKS MUACKS (haha paypack for all the burps!)

Well, these few days have been an emotional rollercoaster for me. And, something someone dear said to me made me reflect on my problems and how i've been viewing it. that sometimes we get so caught up in our porblems, and how much we magnify it and while in the process lose sight of what's important and those who are suffering way more than we are.

And that we should be thankful for all that we have.

I wanna thank all those who have stood by me(especially C, sya and by), Listened to my petty problems, reassured, comforted, adviced, and was just there for me. Thanks(:

CIAO

TAG REPLIES

Hock: Haha glad you enjoyed invest! & thanks for always asking me to cheer up! HEE IM CHEERING UP THANKS TO YOUR TAG! :D

Mardhiyyah! : HAHA, yea you and beatrice's singing uh..abit nice ah? Heeee :D

michael: haha thanks! Our school did quite well. :D and so did yours!

Khadija: You're welcome! :D

C!: HAHAHA, YAY! we both rockers la! The choral risers part funny meh! Hahaha, you ah! but thanks thanks(: that made me happy!

Kemei: kemeiiiiiiiii love you too!

i didn't know you could be this disappointed in me. I didnt know i could screw up so much. i didn't think it was possible. God must really want me to face my fear and do what's right. But what if doing what's right hurts those whom you love the most?


i'll update properly SOOOONN. :D

(:

Li's finally over! We did it guys. :D

Okay, track and field nationals next!

For someone who hasnt updated in s35979579345794 years i don't have much to say luh =/

Hmm, oh invest was great. I was pretty nervous getting on stage while trying to keep a straight face. Not knowing to look at the crowd, teachers, guest or just stare at the walls at the back. Hahaha, i was seriously arguing that in my brain the whole time i was on stage. Oh, and of course listening to jia ai's speech (which turned out well!) and i was so friggin worried i'd push jia ai off the choral risers during the song! But heh, didnt happen and she's still in one piece. :D See, jia ai you should thank me for being so worried for your welfare. (:

No pics right now): My camera's with serena!

I've come to realise that i'm absolutely incapable of blogging my true feelings. It's like everything's been filtered, censored. oh well!

Sometimes i dont know why i keep disappointing the people around me

Sometimes i dont know why i just can't seem to make others happy

Sometimes i dont know why i can never be pleased with myself

Sometimes i dont know why i keep repeating the same mistakes

Sometimes i dont know why i do the things i do

Sometimes i dont know why i make the choices that i make

Sometimes we just don't know why

Tkps Camp

YO(:

okay, many many things to update. Feast your eyes, people.

TKPS P5 CAMP '08 (23rd - 25th May)

Cedar Guides mainly went to help facilitate this camp. Yea(:

I was overall i/c together with may, deryn, miao xiang, melissa and khad! i was attached to team 29 aka DESPAIR DEVILS. :D Theme for camp this year : Everyday Super Heroes. (a hero in everyone). Yea, so basically all the games were called missions to better suit the theme. Oh, and another guide attached to my team aswell was Charlene! (:

In my team were, kimberly (Team leader), Ainul (ast. team leader), ryan, jing yu, hilman, shahrul, humaira, daniel and one more i can't rmb =/

DayONE!


Mission 1: Cooperari

Okay, first activity was "Cooperari". Students had to blow up bubbles and then join them together to form a huge "tunnel" for all to crawl through. Oh gosh, we had to give instructions and apparently, i didn't do a very good job at it);

A boy from my group, Shahrul, went up stage to compete for BIGGEST balloon. But Sadly, the judges were kinda blind! GRRRR. ANYWAY, i thought it was pretty gross when p5 boys used their saliva to cover up the holes of the balloons before they blow it up to make sure there won't be holes and when the bubble's all blown, you can see saliva trickling down the balloon. What's worse, they even pass it(their bubbles) to me for me to join them all up together. Oh well.

Mission 2: Orpheus aka nightwalk!

I was incharge of station #1 (above hall). Yea, but i was like busy being a safety marshall i didn't really scare ppl much): So basically, imagine a long narrow walkway with two doors at opposite ends, entrance and exit. Kids enter, see an enlarged image of a baby being hung on the wall and yada yada yada. Then they exit and have to go down 3 stories of stairs in pitch darkness, with a few lightsticks on the floor being exceptions.

Hah, okay i admit afterawhile of marshalling i got bored. =/ so i went to scare ppl abit. Hid myself in a cage-like place under the stairs at 1st floor. Used some wooden instrument from sabah (HAHA! that's what it said outside the box i found it) and hit the railings of the cage to make some funny sound. HEE, one kid even POWER-RANGERED me can!

Amirah: BOOO!
Kid: Don't come close! I can power ranger you!! *does power ranger action with his hands*
=.="
GOSH.

Okay, so overall there were 10 stations. The scariest i heard was the 4th lever girls' bathroom toilet station. My personal fav would be the one at the fields

GOOD JOB PEOPLE!! (whether you safety-marshalled or work your esses of scaring kids!) :DD

I slept at two plus. Woke up at 3plus to do night duty. Didnt sleep well. Keep waking up thruout the night.

DayTWO!

Mission 3: TRIBULATIONNS!

In-charge of the get-everyone-across-to-the-other-side-using-mats-and-no-one's-feet-to-be-touching-the-ground game. Yea, but i didn't stay on long. Went to patrol around. Yea and yea.

Mission 7: CU CHI! aka DRAINWALKING/CRAWLING

Okay, basically they had to walk/crawl in the drains located at their sch's field. SO FUN CAN!

Haha, some guides were busy shoving in the fake slimy huge caterpillar and scaring the kids. Some were shouting their voices away! ahaha, and melissa was going around with her huge obscene water gun! which can't shoot strongly at all. hahhaha(:

Mission 8: NIGHT GLOWWWW! aka campfire

Ahh. Melissa, clarissa (hey, their name rhymes :D)and me last minue emceed! So sudden can. We only knew less than an hour before campfire. Sorry if we were like dead or smtg..(based on comments we received!) I guess we were tired? =/ Yess, anyway the campers had to write down each of their fears onpost-its which was later pasted on this cardboard villain and then burned in the campfire. Yea, cool though like almost all the sec3s were worrying ourselves out with the strong fire.

After that, some kind soul-ed sec3s went to help clear the remains of the campfire. (((: Gosh, you guys just rock. And the i/cs stayed up quite late banding the staffs, while sharing chocolate sundaes, teh tariks and listening to when you look me in the eyes by jonas brothers over and over again. :D

Mission 9: detonation

somesort of amazing race around sch. They had to kinda crack a code and order of the codes. Yeaaaaa.

ANYWAY

TKPS camp rocked to the rocks man! Ahhh, and i was so touched on the last day. A girl from my group left a message for me on the banner. ahh(: and and i was suuuuper awed when after going up stage to collect the token of appreciation from their principal, mr wilbur wong the whole guides company present were standing up and doing the cedar guides cheer so loudly. That was the happiest moment for me during camp!

OKAY OKAY. Special messages to:

Melissa: For being crappy and taking initiative and testing out the drains, putting the banners in the drains :]

MiaoXiang : For being MIAOMIAO. ahahah(: and being a wonderful person to sleep beside

May: For being my drinking partner! Ahaha, remember all the pepsi and teh tariks! and for slacking around with me :]

Khadija: HEH, you know what we did in the room while everyone was outside :]

deryn: For being you. (:

Joazrina, Rabia, Rezi : For ATTEMPTING to teach me chess =.="

Sarah: for snoring so loudly. AHAHAH. jkjk :] thanks for radiating off heat while i slept beside you. I very cold whaat. HEH:D

Kemei: For giving me confidence and assuring me that i didn't screw up whatever it is i do :]

AND EVERYONE ELSE WHO HELPED OUT IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER. *big wet sloppy kisses from amirah!*

okay, this will go on forever..PICS NOW!

Cedar Guides at the playground!

Scary-looking dummy babies

Look how organised and neat their meals are

A picture from nightwalk. The pitch darkness kids have to walk thru. The lights are actually lighsticks.

A baby dummy on the floor of the playground at night!

Some team's magical staff and their custom-designed hero

Cedarians use old recylced newspaper for this game. Tkps ppl use high-quality ikea mats.

Before jumping into the drain

Committing suicide hey?

Nah, i just want world peace XD

A Corpse in the drains? Hhahahah, guess who! (no, not me luh)

and then, we camwhored (eh we look in pain!)

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Their fire structure and the evil wooden villain

Strawberry Shortcake being held hostage, tied by Raffia strings! (she looks so down..i wonder why)

DESPAIR DEVILS! TEAM 29! Wooots. Oops, where's charlene eh?
(from top left-clockwise: Me, Ryan, Hilman, Jing Yu, Shahrul, Daniel, I forgot her name, ainul, humaira and kimberly)

It reads : Best wishes and good luck in everything! :) (especially Kakak Amirah)

Thanks AINUL! :D

I still have yet to blog about:

1)Geog field trip to sungei buloh and Bukit timah

2) SLC

3) exco meeting #1

4)Sunflower patrol outing

5)Msia trip with parents

6) SLC outing!

YAY OKAY.(:

KHADIJA, THANKS AH! Miss, SOOO much balance!

hahahah :]

You Are 48% Weirdo

You're definitely quite strange, but you can act like a normal person when you have to. (But just because you can act normally, it certainly doesn't mean you want to!) You have normal aspects to your personality... but you usually don't choose to emphasize them.

Are You A Weirdo?

HAH! To all those who think i'm Weird, you're wroooooonnnnngg! NYEH NYEH! :

You're Definitely Not a Brainiac

Knock knock! Any brains in there? Seems to be pretty empty. You have a brain, obviously, but you don't really choose to use it. Yes, thinking is hard. But being an idiot is harder. Isn't it about time that you gave your noggin a little exercise? Read a book, do a puzzle, learn how say a few things in a foreign language. If you don't use it, you'll lose it. And at the rate you're going, you're going to lose it soon.

Are You a Brainiac?

OOPS. HEEE.....=/ i'm not much of a thinker afterall.