Off to camp baby! :) Woosh

The Places You Have Come to Fear the Most

We all have fears. No matter how fearless we seem. The question is how to overcome these fears. Will you ignore all your fears and hope and pray that it'll never cross paths with you or will you choose to eat those fears up before they eat you? We all fear losing, getting rejected, hurting the ones we love. But what if we overcome our fears? Will we come out a stronger person? Or an even weaker one.

I'm almost done studying for geog test on mon! I just have to make some notes and memorise it all. And i'm pretty done with lit too. So it's just Amaths and Chem to study. I have 4 test next week! Insane, i tell you.):

And i'm left to do my malay and write letter to my mortal! And i'll be done for the weekend.

Oh, valentine's day was cool. Received so many things, mostly food items(:
Shall update pics next time yea!
And shall blog about going to HwaChong JC in the next post too.

Yep(:

AHHHHHH! I'm in <3! with david archuleta!!

For those who do not know, david archuleta's from american idol! And he's voice is so wow. Haha, apparently every girl's after him! (psh, he's mineee!)

Pilot

Pilot your way through this.

Something a friend of mine said got me reminded that i soo have to start jogging. How else will i survive 2.4.

I haven't started revision for Emaths. I know, i know stupidity on my part. But yea, i'll make it through. I hope.

I've just thrown away 92 hours of my life doing practically nothing fruitful. I'm pretty disappointed in myself. Ok, must must JIAYOU and rahrah myself!

Hm, went out for dinner for dad's birthday. and what else? Went parkway with deryn, sher and Simin on Wed. And Char joined us (: Cam-whores la you all. tsk!

Finally chose to eat at KFC after leaving Delifrance(after we were already seated!) I was feeling the most paiseh can! the rest were acting as though they walk out of bistro restaurants all the time. =S

And i'm going for doc's appointment tomorrow. It happens every 6 months due to my uh, slightly abnormal spine. =/ It's kinda lika a benchmark or personal reminder that 6 months has already gone. 6 months goes by too fast i say.

Number eighteen! i'm number eighteen! Wooh(: I was 23__late! gr.

The girl next door is not the girl next door

I know it's kinda late, but happy birthday

Change;

it's inevitable i guess.

No matter how hard I try, I know

I can't stop you from leaving

So why bother?

Change;

it's only natural I think

Though it's hard for me

seeing our normal routines disappear,

It’s hard for me

watching you slip away,

It’s hard for me

feeling your presence fade

It’s hard for me

to know that soon..

you won't be there

We lie;

We lie

That’s all we ever do, really

Spinning stories so big

Sharp words coated so sweetly

We lie

Make promises we know we can’t keep

For the sake of self-assurance

Telling ourselves we’ve done the right thing

We lie

Because we thought it was the truth

Watch as our trust wavers

Lie because it’s what soothes

We lie

Cut the other’s heart before ours get cut

Ignorance, selfishness and dishonesty

We lie, cos’ face it – it’s an art

it's been long since i blogged! Hmm, it's the first day of chinese new year so i'm right about rotting at home now. I'm too lazy right not to do an actual update..so yeaa.

WOOH.

Hello! it's been a while since i blogged. I'll start from where i left off.

Thursday (10th Jan)

THANK YOU. THANK YOU. THANK YOU
for all the wishes, advanced wishes, belated wishes,sms-es, hugs, handshakes, pats, presents and cards! I appreciate it and you guys really made my day(: (:

Birthday cake from parents(:

Friday (11th Jan)
Had guides and afterwards, went to bedok corner for birthday dinner with family. Tried something new. I ordered chicken alfredo. haha, turned out to be almost identical to spaghetti.

Saturday(12th Jan)
8 student leaders and Ms. leong went for a seminar regarding Youth olympic games at Suntec convention centre. The PSLs (me, alena, afiqah & kashmiira) met up first before meeting the prefects (Joy, michelle,jolene & wai han).

It was pretty cool with many inspiring videos. The objective i guess is to let everyone know that even though spore is a small nation, she has the capacity to hold a large-scale event such as the YOG. Yep, the facilitators were very enthusiastic too so kudos to them(:

We had refreshments after that in the adjoining hall. There were drinks + chicken pie.Oh, and potato chips. The pri sch kids were rushing towards the potato chips =.=

Pretty blur pic, but it's sposed to show the crowd

The many potato chips (free!) Imagine 20+ tables of this

After that, afiqah and I went to tamp and waited for eunice. We took a shuttle bus to IKEA! (: We had to get our gifts for the sec1s since we're in publicity dept. and tadaa..we ended up at ikea. Haha :] We went to the hangers area and packed 41 packs of hangers into those huge yellow ikea bags(pic of hangers below). Not long after we decided to change our gift..so we placed back the 41 packs of hangers. ahaha..tsk. I bet if people saw, they'd look at us weirdly.

Hangers!

Tuesday(15th Jan)

Had the first PSGM session for the year! i got moved to 1s though.. Sharing session with 1/o was nice(:

Wednesday (16th Jan)

Repainted banner for guides. Fun fun(:

Thursday (17th Jan)

The first day of lit camp! The lit students were splitted into smaller groups and accompanied by a teacher to diff. places in spore. Yup, basically that's it. my group consisted of - me,sangeetha, mary, rafiyat, yikheng, azel, felicia, another sec3 girl and 3 sec2s.i kinda forgot their names =/and mdm audra(:

We took bus 107 to cliffor pierre(which was undergg renovation), went to fullerton hotel, Spore river, esplenade, victoria concert hall. Also, we walked past the supreme court and padang. It was fun fun fun(:

I rmb once we were walking inside the fullerton hotel and we were quite amazed as there were people having high tea we just oggled them. Mdm audra said "Girls, if y'all act pathetic enough they might throw you a sandwich" hahaha(: Oooh, and we went to check out the toilets too. Yea, i know - pathetic. It's a six-star hotel afterall.

Some snapshots below(;

urbanisation a.k.a really tall, cool bulidings (;

Christmas tree made up of tiny people. Ignore the lorry.
A colourful artpiece

The fullerton used to be a post office

Fullerton parking lot - BMW,mercedes, lexus. The cycle repeats itself. Serious.
The toilets. Minus felicia, i think.

i like this shot(:

Naughty vandals
Prove that there's poets within vandals.
Durian or microphone?
Mdm Audra's group, without mdm audra :/

Friday (18th Jan)

2nd day of lit camp. Missed guides and missed knots and lashing. I'm so dead. Lucky i have deryn(; Anyhoo, Local writers Gilbert Koh and Stella Kon came! wooh, so awesome. I was busy listening to them talk and didn't copy down any notes can! Mary took down 1 and half pages of notes o.O

Saturday (19th Jan)

Last day of lit camp. Arrived late :/ i blame dad. Anyway, we were given 2.5 hrs to compose a poem and present infront of everyone. The SCGS girls weren't there. Turns out they mixed up the dates. =.- haha, anyway my poem is a about some rickshaw driver and yikheng's one is about ahlians! ahaha, so cute la she(:

Loved lit camp(: afterwards, lunched with sya and sher. Didnt know they liked otah-otah.

and what's with everybody looking at my nametag and asking me if that's my name..x.x quite obvious isn't it? Weirded.

woooosh. Long post! Congrats amirah(:

Didn't cry the day you moved away

Didn't think that I would feel this pain

Till I saw the stranger that was you