So gorgeous :) someone take me there now!

Less than a month till i turn 18. Gosh, i sound kinda old
)):

Well i should be grateful, if i'll even reach that age.

A person who welds his sword dies by his sword;

too cute :)

It's an aweful feeling, wanting something to return to how it used to be but knowing deep down nothing you do or say is gonna change anything. It's called hopeless wishing.

And you wonder where you went wrong to make things the way they are, and if it's even your fault in the first place. Was it something you said, something you did or something you didn't do?
Were you clinging on too tightly or not tightly enough?

Questions and more questions plague your mind and plant a seed called doubt till it grows into this large tree of uncertainty that blocks out any light of self-belief from reaching the grounds and depths of your soul.

From LoveGivesMeHope (LGMH)

A few weeks ago the guy I like told me I was gorgeous.

I said "Thanks," and faked a smile. He saw right through it and said, "I'll tell you every day if it makes you believe it.

And even when you do believe it, I'll still say it because I'll always think you're beautiful."

He tells me every day. I believe it.

Omg awwwwwh :) Find me someone like this and i'll give you half my lifetime's worth of savings (not that i have a lot anyway..but that's not the point)

and....

I went to Tanzania for 3 weeks during which time I couldn't talk to my boyfriend at all.

When I finally got back home after almost 20 hours of travelling, it was 1am.

I collapsed exhausted to my room to find he had stuck 300 origami hearts, all hand folded, around the walls of my room.

His LGMH.

So sweet! yea, super cheesy and corny but hey, i'm a hopeless romantic like that :D

Well, OGL camp was okay i guess. Made some new friends :) I seriously hope that orientation will be 10 times the fun of this camp tho cos it'd be a shame to not live up to the undescribable awesomeness of last year's orientation.

Had training today, and i nearly died. Super tiring! hahah but the soccer guys were having a friendly match with some ang moh schools with really cute angmohs heeh. I think i'm finally getting a hang of defending, but i still prefer attacking. Hmmm..can't wait for friendly against TPJC!

Rushed home and then to bugis for lunch with fatimah :) we laughed so much my stomach ached so badly. We were doing so many crazy shots for her camera. And we went into a pet store and looked at the terapins. Did you know terapins will follow you even without you wagging a finger in their faces.(just walk from one end of their tank to the the other end) So we were trying to confuse the terapins hahahah. Ok so bad, sounds like animal abuse. Anyway so yea, had so much fun! miss that crazy girl.

On a different note, i've been debating with myself whether i should wear the tudung full-time. It's a muslim head dress for those who're unaware. And i've decided that i shouldn't care so much about what people think, instead I should be caring more of what god thinks of me. And well, we ought to respect choices other people make for themselves. I hope all goes well though..

BTW, I'm so black and tanned now i don't think you guys can recognise me anymore!
Alright, that's it for now.
Meeting C tomorrow after decades :)