(:

Li's finally over! We did it guys. :D

Okay, track and field nationals next!

For someone who hasnt updated in s35979579345794 years i don't have much to say luh =/

Hmm, oh invest was great. I was pretty nervous getting on stage while trying to keep a straight face. Not knowing to look at the crowd, teachers, guest or just stare at the walls at the back. Hahaha, i was seriously arguing that in my brain the whole time i was on stage. Oh, and of course listening to jia ai's speech (which turned out well!) and i was so friggin worried i'd push jia ai off the choral risers during the song! But heh, didnt happen and she's still in one piece. :D See, jia ai you should thank me for being so worried for your welfare. (:

No pics right now): My camera's with serena!

I've come to realise that i'm absolutely incapable of blogging my true feelings. It's like everything's been filtered, censored. oh well!

Sometimes i dont know why i keep disappointing the people around me

Sometimes i dont know why i just can't seem to make others happy

Sometimes i dont know why i can never be pleased with myself

Sometimes i dont know why i keep repeating the same mistakes

Sometimes i dont know why i do the things i do

Sometimes i dont know why i make the choices that i make

Sometimes we just don't know why

Tkps Camp

YO(:

okay, many many things to update. Feast your eyes, people.

TKPS P5 CAMP '08 (23rd - 25th May)

Cedar Guides mainly went to help facilitate this camp. Yea(:

I was overall i/c together with may, deryn, miao xiang, melissa and khad! i was attached to team 29 aka DESPAIR DEVILS. :D Theme for camp this year : Everyday Super Heroes. (a hero in everyone). Yea, so basically all the games were called missions to better suit the theme. Oh, and another guide attached to my team aswell was Charlene! (:

In my team were, kimberly (Team leader), Ainul (ast. team leader), ryan, jing yu, hilman, shahrul, humaira, daniel and one more i can't rmb =/

DayONE!


Mission 1: Cooperari

Okay, first activity was "Cooperari". Students had to blow up bubbles and then join them together to form a huge "tunnel" for all to crawl through. Oh gosh, we had to give instructions and apparently, i didn't do a very good job at it);

A boy from my group, Shahrul, went up stage to compete for BIGGEST balloon. But Sadly, the judges were kinda blind! GRRRR. ANYWAY, i thought it was pretty gross when p5 boys used their saliva to cover up the holes of the balloons before they blow it up to make sure there won't be holes and when the bubble's all blown, you can see saliva trickling down the balloon. What's worse, they even pass it(their bubbles) to me for me to join them all up together. Oh well.

Mission 2: Orpheus aka nightwalk!

I was incharge of station #1 (above hall). Yea, but i was like busy being a safety marshall i didn't really scare ppl much): So basically, imagine a long narrow walkway with two doors at opposite ends, entrance and exit. Kids enter, see an enlarged image of a baby being hung on the wall and yada yada yada. Then they exit and have to go down 3 stories of stairs in pitch darkness, with a few lightsticks on the floor being exceptions.

Hah, okay i admit afterawhile of marshalling i got bored. =/ so i went to scare ppl abit. Hid myself in a cage-like place under the stairs at 1st floor. Used some wooden instrument from sabah (HAHA! that's what it said outside the box i found it) and hit the railings of the cage to make some funny sound. HEE, one kid even POWER-RANGERED me can!

Amirah: BOOO!
Kid: Don't come close! I can power ranger you!! *does power ranger action with his hands*
=.="
GOSH.

Okay, so overall there were 10 stations. The scariest i heard was the 4th lever girls' bathroom toilet station. My personal fav would be the one at the fields

GOOD JOB PEOPLE!! (whether you safety-marshalled or work your esses of scaring kids!) :DD

I slept at two plus. Woke up at 3plus to do night duty. Didnt sleep well. Keep waking up thruout the night.

DayTWO!

Mission 3: TRIBULATIONNS!

In-charge of the get-everyone-across-to-the-other-side-using-mats-and-no-one's-feet-to-be-touching-the-ground game. Yea, but i didn't stay on long. Went to patrol around. Yea and yea.

Mission 7: CU CHI! aka DRAINWALKING/CRAWLING

Okay, basically they had to walk/crawl in the drains located at their sch's field. SO FUN CAN!

Haha, some guides were busy shoving in the fake slimy huge caterpillar and scaring the kids. Some were shouting their voices away! ahaha, and melissa was going around with her huge obscene water gun! which can't shoot strongly at all. hahhaha(:

Mission 8: NIGHT GLOWWWW! aka campfire

Ahh. Melissa, clarissa (hey, their name rhymes :D)and me last minue emceed! So sudden can. We only knew less than an hour before campfire. Sorry if we were like dead or smtg..(based on comments we received!) I guess we were tired? =/ Yess, anyway the campers had to write down each of their fears onpost-its which was later pasted on this cardboard villain and then burned in the campfire. Yea, cool though like almost all the sec3s were worrying ourselves out with the strong fire.

After that, some kind soul-ed sec3s went to help clear the remains of the campfire. (((: Gosh, you guys just rock. And the i/cs stayed up quite late banding the staffs, while sharing chocolate sundaes, teh tariks and listening to when you look me in the eyes by jonas brothers over and over again. :D

Mission 9: detonation

somesort of amazing race around sch. They had to kinda crack a code and order of the codes. Yeaaaaa.

ANYWAY

TKPS camp rocked to the rocks man! Ahhh, and i was so touched on the last day. A girl from my group left a message for me on the banner. ahh(: and and i was suuuuper awed when after going up stage to collect the token of appreciation from their principal, mr wilbur wong the whole guides company present were standing up and doing the cedar guides cheer so loudly. That was the happiest moment for me during camp!

OKAY OKAY. Special messages to:

Melissa: For being crappy and taking initiative and testing out the drains, putting the banners in the drains :]

MiaoXiang : For being MIAOMIAO. ahahah(: and being a wonderful person to sleep beside

May: For being my drinking partner! Ahaha, remember all the pepsi and teh tariks! and for slacking around with me :]

Khadija: HEH, you know what we did in the room while everyone was outside :]

deryn: For being you. (:

Joazrina, Rabia, Rezi : For ATTEMPTING to teach me chess =.="

Sarah: for snoring so loudly. AHAHAH. jkjk :] thanks for radiating off heat while i slept beside you. I very cold whaat. HEH:D

Kemei: For giving me confidence and assuring me that i didn't screw up whatever it is i do :]

AND EVERYONE ELSE WHO HELPED OUT IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER. *big wet sloppy kisses from amirah!*

okay, this will go on forever..PICS NOW!

Cedar Guides at the playground!

Scary-looking dummy babies

Look how organised and neat their meals are

A picture from nightwalk. The pitch darkness kids have to walk thru. The lights are actually lighsticks.

A baby dummy on the floor of the playground at night!

Some team's magical staff and their custom-designed hero

Cedarians use old recylced newspaper for this game. Tkps ppl use high-quality ikea mats.

Before jumping into the drain

Committing suicide hey?

Nah, i just want world peace XD

A Corpse in the drains? Hhahahah, guess who! (no, not me luh)

and then, we camwhored (eh we look in pain!)

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Their fire structure and the evil wooden villain

Strawberry Shortcake being held hostage, tied by Raffia strings! (she looks so down..i wonder why)

DESPAIR DEVILS! TEAM 29! Wooots. Oops, where's charlene eh?
(from top left-clockwise: Me, Ryan, Hilman, Jing Yu, Shahrul, Daniel, I forgot her name, ainul, humaira and kimberly)

It reads : Best wishes and good luck in everything! :) (especially Kakak Amirah)

Thanks AINUL! :D

I still have yet to blog about:

1)Geog field trip to sungei buloh and Bukit timah

2) SLC

3) exco meeting #1

4)Sunflower patrol outing

5)Msia trip with parents

6) SLC outing!

YAY OKAY.(:

KHADIJA, THANKS AH! Miss, SOOO much balance!

hahahah :]

You Are 48% Weirdo

You're definitely quite strange, but you can act like a normal person when you have to. (But just because you can act normally, it certainly doesn't mean you want to!) You have normal aspects to your personality... but you usually don't choose to emphasize them.

Are You A Weirdo?

HAH! To all those who think i'm Weird, you're wroooooonnnnngg! NYEH NYEH! :

You're Definitely Not a Brainiac

Knock knock! Any brains in there? Seems to be pretty empty. You have a brain, obviously, but you don't really choose to use it. Yes, thinking is hard. But being an idiot is harder. Isn't it about time that you gave your noggin a little exercise? Read a book, do a puzzle, learn how say a few things in a foreign language. If you don't use it, you'll lose it. And at the rate you're going, you're going to lose it soon.

Are You a Brainiac?

OOPS. HEEE.....=/ i'm not much of a thinker afterall.

make a wish;

When all fails,

have a little faith

Pioneering

Pioneering on friday was greaaat. A little more theory as compared to the previous session. I can't wait for the hikeee! ahhhhh(;

Us with Uncle Mail!

Sarah & I in our poncho-shelter! :]



Today

Went out with sya,sher,char,caro and simin to celebrate Simin's birthday. Went bugis, watched movie ate late lunch and ended up telling many lame jokes! :] and then went camwhoring! Oh gosh, funnney memories! and lastly laughing like some clowns in the MRT home. Hahaha :]

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Finally a shot with everyone in(and no one cut-off)! But but it's too dark):


So i edited it! HEE. am i smart or am i smart? (:

Happy Happy Birthday to Dearest Maid and Brother! ^^

there's Guides tomorrow! woohoo((:

and footdrills too!

and i like like my angel! You brighten my day(: keep the letters coming.

Tag replies :

Simin: Yea, we should have a class gathering! (;

Yibei: Ahh, i miss talking to you too dear); and come tag often yea! and and must talk to me more and more during school okay!

Shadows fill an empty heart

As love is fading

All the things that we are not saying.

He's pulling up in the driveway

and you don't make a sound.

Cos' you always learn to hold the things you wanna say

You're always gonna be afraid.

You learn the hard way to shut your mouth and smile

If these walls could talk, they'd have so much to say

Cos' everytime you fight, the scars are gonna heal

but they're never gonna go away

and and i cannot stand you people. you need to learn to respect.

Happy labour day everyone :]
A day to celebrate our hard labour throughout the year!

Tag replies :

Serena: Haha, yes i'm cuute ^^ and Relinked!
Deryn: Deryn ryn ryn ryn :)
Gen: Hellloooo ex-angel! Now whaaat? Devil ah. Hahahaha :D
Rafiyat: Yo(:
Kemei: HEEEHEEEE. (: Ya la, because of you funny things happen! :D
Rabia: Hahaha, very funny whaat! (:

HELLO!

it's been 34979347597979475o years since I last blogged. I can't take it looking at my last post and cringing every single time i see it. Cos' well...it was so..last month!

haha.

Right now i'm being nostalgic. Listening to all my old jesse mccartney and hilary duff songs. Haha, yes i'm pathetic. :D

Kemei just sms-ed me! ;) She mentioned something about toasting her halfway-expired raisin bun and now it's fully-expired. Smtg like that. Now, we can conclude that heat speeds up the process of expire-ating. Hahaha! :) Okay, wth amirah.

Back to blogging proper, i'm gonna blog about Sat! A few of us went to Chinese Garden to help out in an event called Funtasia (for CIP hours). Yea, apparently it's to celebrate Singapore Pools' 40th anniversary. It was a lonnggg day. Therefore, a long post. So brace yourselves! :]

We(18 of us!) met up at Chinese Garden Mrt and went to chinese garden. Got lost for awhile, saw a komodo dragon, met some familiar faces yada yada yada. Not important. We were then assigned our groups of four/five and handed over to our Group-in-charge. MY group consisted of Kemei, May, Gen and me and our leader was Kevin. Haha, he very funny one! He asked us if we had boyfriends(!!) LOL. Haha, we just gave him the 0.0 face.

Okay, i shall just highlight funny and blog-worthy things. We had to give out mentos sweets to small kids or whoever who looked angry. Haha!

We were given this paper bag to place our sweets. Yep, So Kemei and I stationed ourselves and May and Gen were less than 100m away from us.

Funny and Blog-worthy happenings(:

1) Kemei and I would count to five and then say "Hi. Welcome"(continously). We did this non-stop for quite awhile. There were times when suddenly there wouldn't be anyone infront of us and we'd just continue saying "Hi. Welcome" I bet we look so KUKU! HAHAHAHHA^^

2) Kevin was busy saying something to Kemei and I while passing to us our raisin muffins. He gave us 3 as he had another extra. I placed them in my paper bag together with the mentos sweets. Then, this old lady came up to me and asked for mentos. So i opened my paper bag and she snatched me raisin bun instead of the mentos sweets! I was like "EH!". She apparently didn't hear and when off running with that stupid grin on her face. GRRR *bares teeth*

3) Kemei, Gen and I were waiting for Mel and May to leave the toilet. So we waited outside by the railings. Haha, Clever me came up with a bril idea! Sooo, we were in our senang-diri position and looking straight. Our plan was to do a synchronized bow when they came out of the toilet! HAHAHHA. BUT BUT BUT. Melissa wentand spoiled the whole thing can! They used a different route so they didn't have to pass by us at all...-.-"

4) When a group of Mats (malay ah-bengs) and Anjeks (indian ah-bengs) decided to take a picture of Rabia and Rezi. When the guys showed the pics to those two, Rabia went screaming and ran away. Hahahah :D :D

5) When the minister (tharman shamugaratnam) laid eyes on me(and sarah)! (this sounds wrong...) Our convo:

staff member: This are the guides involved in our project

Minister : Are you from different schools?

Sarah and Me: *nods head* (but actually we're not...)

Minister : All the best!

Sarah : Thank you

Amirah: Good evening, minister!

Okay. like omgzxzxz. I was so star-stuck. In this case, Minister-struck? The "good evening, minister" abit late laaa. Hahahaa, kuku me.

Yea yea, so we ended abit earlier and headed back to chinese garden mrt. Did Cedar Guides Cheer along the way :]

I love love love my fellow guides!

The lake at dusk.

Okay, the story behind this photo is funny. May and gen were cue-ing up for Cotton candy, i think. But The sign said "For Kids ONLY". Hahaha, compare those two with the kids around. Go figure. Oh, according to the both of them there was this old man cue-ing up also. And he had to bend his knees to blend in. LMAO! ^^

Kevin's Group(:

Coloured stars. Haha ;]